.: *tuuuut* :.

hmm.. it's confirmed that my internship will start on this coming 15th till 7th of january. haiyoh.. the other day i went to cyberjaya all the way from KL. purposely to buy the monthly bus ticket. whateverlah! man, how weird cyberjaya is. i don't know. i felt like i was not in KL/Selangor. i felt like i've been dumped in some place that is... i don't know!! i don't like the environment. yet. but man, can u feel it, when ur heart is not.. um, uneasy, yes, when ur heart is uneasy, uncomfortable. that was what i felt. about cyberjaya/putrajaya whatever jaya. so hot, sunny, even when we reached there, it was raining. 'renyai2'. but we could still feel the hot, sunny weather. it was like, 'padang jarak padang tekukur'. the road was so lapang. we could even catwalk, horsewalk kat tgh2 jalan!! where were all the tall and big buildings?? trees? tall tress? i could clearly see the cloud, sun. n i felt like i was walking along the HIGHWAYS. but of course, there were quite lot of office buildings. companies'. i mean, companies, big companies like Shell, DELL n bla bla bla.

hmm, now i cant imagine my coming days for my internship. i HAVE to 'hadap' those environment. it was quite scary for me, u know. i'm not used to that environment. the city is so, how should i say, Q-U-I-E-T? do u know a movie called 'wolf creek', ha. then u knw ar how i felt. n feel right now. n ya, i could say, there was only us, walked along the pedestrian walk. and it was totally, um, should i say 'strange'? its crazy, man. arrgghhhh~~!! no no no!!

.: S.H.E :.

She may be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay

She may be the song the summer sings
May be the chill the autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day

She may be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell


She may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem inside her shell

She who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry

She may be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the past
But I'll remember till the day I die

She may be the reason I survive
The why and where for I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough in many years

Me, I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be

The meaning of my life is she..
My mama..
My Miiko..
I Love You, mother.

.: Week of FYP's submission :.

Finally, everything goes well.. n hopefully, by this week, my FYP would be on my lecturer's desk. huih.. n hopefully, there's no other error la. im so very proud of myself. for all my hard work. i put so much effort, time, money and all for this FYP. n i put such a high hope to get an A+ for this project. how i quit my part time job just to focus only on my FYP. and i hope, really really hope, that i already did my very very very so very F best towards this final project. now im so relieved. till i get bored easily because i dnt know what else to do since i got nothing else to do. haha. every day eh, my head, pening2 because got nothing to do. [dah biase bz]. now, no bz, but yes pening. always pening meh. stress! i am stressful!

ha! i already 'hebat' in solving rubik's cube taw. hehe. i can solve kn that rubik's cube in just 3mins++. n de la, once, i 'berjaye' settle that rubik's cube in just 2mins++. but my younger sisterS eh, they are able to do the rubik's in just 1min+. haih, how amazing. now my cute mama pulak busy learning to solve rubik's. haha. n ya, she did it ok. haih, how i proud to be in this family. so brilliant. haha.

well actually, to be able to solve the rubik's, it only requires you to remember those steps. really.. no need other things. just have to remember the steps, n tadaah! u can simply do it! i got the 'guidebook' from Toys'R'us. its free.. u can asked them for 1. or even 10, they can give u. or just download it from their website la. easy one. n ya, i learned from the guidebook n with my sister's help as well.. my sister taw, YOUNGER sister. haha. [no no, not what u think la, i can do by myself la, it's just that, saje sesekali nak bwt2 xpndai n eratkan tali persaudaraan with my sisters. yii..] but for sure, 1st time u'll be blur one. but with ur 'hardwork' sure u can do lah.

there's a friend of mine kan, doesn't believe, with the guidebook, u'll be able to solve the rubik's cube. haha. cant wait to teach you n prove it to you right in front of your blur face. haha. Prrffttt!

.: What I like about you and why..? :.

Only I know. Perhaps you know. but not everybody knows.

.: Those days :.

still remember a lil boy named Amirul Hasif, that i've mentioned on 15th february? Well, i miss him a lot. I still remember when he was with me, n everytime i sang the intro of Rubi's song, he'd turned himself to me. how i miss that moment.. i still remember everytime we took him out, he'd smile like in those pictures. he was so very excited to go out. and most of all, he loves the camera and the camera also loves him. I miss him so F very much.. He's the cutest lil boy that ever came into my life. our life. [guess i'm gonna cry right now]

Know how much i miss u asip?