Monday, January 31, 2011

:: apekah?? "-.- ::



ade ke patut, nur ili lupe email fb die. same ade pakai yahoo ke hotmail eh? sigh.

puncanye dpd..

nak clear 'saved form data'. sbb everytime nk login fb, baru click kat box tu, bermacam2 senarai email ade. dpd email adik ku, sepupu2 kecikku, termasuklah jande ku. haih~ so.. dpd jiwe sakit, baik sy clear kan benda alah tu semua.

apabila terjadinye sedemikian rupe, lalu sy pun clear data2 tu semua. n wow! i did it.

ok. bile nak login, blh plak lupe email nye. sigh. what la ili. bosan lah!

p/s: ok. tiba2 terngiang2 lagu 'Hanya kau yg mampu' gara2 bob tu lah. sigh. "-.-

Sunday, January 30, 2011

:: the story of XL ::


ok. semalam kan pergi Giant tu kan. apebenda merepek entah la kita org tengok2. maklumla, tgh tosyong kan. dgn mama2 sekali join.

so.. jumpa la bahagian baju2 seluar2 tu sume. ok. masing2 tgh excited nak beli beach short pants. ihh.. sesi pilih memilih.

masing2 amik sorang selai. tiba sy, of course la kan. tak moh kalah. dgn confident nya, amik beach short pants size M.

me : ok ja. nah amik letak sane. ni akak punye.

ade la dlm stgah jam kt section tu je. pastu tiba2 macam x sedap hati. n try ukur balik suar size M sy tu. tarik kembang kuncup, kemut kan seluar tu. pastu try amik size XL.

ukur tarik panjang kembang, rasa mcm yg ni ok. rasa mcm suar ni xkan membunuh perut dan pinggang ku.

nak sdap kn hati, 'ala, xpela beli besar sikit, de tali kan, agak2 longgar boleh ikat'

bla bla. sesampainye dirumah, try suar tu n....... boleh ngam2 pulak. sgt selesa n yes, selesa.

i said to myself, 'alah, beli kat Giant. entah betul ke x label yg diaorg letak tu'

ok. mmg silap Giant. that is not the actual size. actual label. [tetap tak terima hakikat]
eh, tp betul la. that didnt make any sense ok. me? XL? sigh. nonsense.

p/s: tidak tidak n tidak. ihh. menarut! ok buhbye!


:: Ronda2 Keluarga ::

ok. semalam sy, mama, aja, cunie n cuman keluar. kononnya nak beli barang2 tuk camping tu.

mula2 pergi Sutera Mall. around 5 something la kot [my 1st perception towards that mall was, ah, ni cinapek2 punya tempat ni. mesti suasana macam sgt cinapek. Ong Tai Kim punya style kot. bosan ah (for those yg x tahu, OTK tu pasaraya yg menjadi bhn gurauan sy dan lovely bestfriend, bob. situated in KL)].

dah sampai sane, memang pun la ramai cina. baru teringat, raya cina nak dekat sbb tu kaum dia je yg ada. melayu? hmm. rasanya kite orang je kot. tiba2 rasa mcm kat GuangZhou.

ok tujuan asal kami kononnya nak cari pasaraya nak beli hape ntah. makanan utk camping tu kot. but ended up beli sy punya Sunsweet Prune n cunie beli sandals tuk dania. lepas tu, kiteorg terus keluar dpd tempat tu sbb dia org ckp nak try pergi Giant kat Skudai la hape.

so, destinasi seterusnya adalah ke Giant Skudai. dgn hujan renyai2nya. hish.. [bukannya kau jln kaki ok!] ye ok ok. so, masuk je kawasan nak ke Giant tu.

Aja : kenapa Giant dia mcm ni? sunyi betul.

setibanya dlm Giant tu. ok. parking sgt kosong. wth. bkn ke ni Sabtu. "-.- masuk je pun mmg dh kosong gila.

mama : kosong2 pun kena masuk ikut pintu masuk betul ke..

ok. sgt sunyi. bukan spt Giant yg pernah sy pergi sblm ni "-.-

sy n aja buat kerja bodoh menandakan kita org rasa bosan gila sbb mcm hape je.

well at least, we did buy some things. entah. dah lupa pulak apa yg kitaorang beli. cunie n cuman beli brg dia. kita org ada troli sendiri.

8 lebih baru keluar dpd situ. terus gerak g Petshop kt Bdr Baru Uda tu sebab sebelum keluar, mama received call dpd org petshop tu, dia kata Angora dah sampai. so terus la pergi ke Petshop tu.

n tarrahhh~! seperti yg ada kat entry sebelum ni. itu lah dia yg kitaorg adopt. [tak sampai hati nak cakap 'beli']

::New baby ::


and so.. yes.. my mama adopt another Angora type of bunny. a very little cute bunny. i must say.. it is so damn adorable.

hergh. so mooooshy~ so fluffy.

well i guess, we're gonna have to build a mini zoo for those tiny little creatures. ;D

p/s: mother n unc have their own agenda. sigh.


Saturday, January 29, 2011

:: Copyright reserved ::


just so you know..

semua entry yg saya post di blog ini adalah dpd saya sendiri. ayat saya sendiri. baik english mahupun melayu.

hanya 'Tips' shj yang saya pinjam dpd certain websites, itupun saya ubah ayat jadi ayat saya.

saya tidak sesekali menggunakan quote yg boleh didapati di mana2 website/blog.

apatah lagi menggunakan ayat2 itu untuk didedikasikan kepada keluarga/saudara/teman lelaki/rakan2 dan lain-lain.

semua ayat adalah dpd saya sendiri. tidak kira di corok/celah mana pun saya letak ayat2 tersebut.



p/s: it is so sad to see and hear if somebody claim that it is their own words.


Thursday, January 27, 2011

:: Pissed-off ::


the more i read n look at it, the more my hands tremble.

calm ili, calm. cool. chill honey. that person is such a [whatever words u wanna insert it in]

what u did is so much pathetic. did u ever notice that?

come one. this isn't the very first time u have ever done something like it.

so~ much~ whatever~

p/s: sigh. "-.- shameful.



:: OWH! MY! GUCCI!! ::


just found out something. and it is really goddamn annoyed me.

what the heck lah. sigh! come on la.

don't be such a pathetic.

Omgucci. omgucci n omgucci. i couldn't believe it.

it is ORIGINALLY from me, just so you know darling. ME!

don't worry. i already save it as a proof, someday. to anybody.

OMgucci. i don't know what else should i say.

my oh my. please stop doing this. aren't u ashamed of urself?

come on. face the world. dont be such a loser, will you?

sigh. so pathetic of you.

p/s: get a life babe!


Tuesday, January 25, 2011

:: Thing that matter the most::


tak suka cakap pasal kerja waktu lunch hour or after working hour.

dah cukup la benda itu dah buat saya stress. saya dah warn kepada yg berkenaan. jgn include 'em in the conversation. sigh "-.-

saya rasa itulah penyumbang terbesar dahi saya makin banyak ditumbuhi manik-manik kecil. "-.-

walaupun si dia cakap itu bukan manik biasa, tapi memanik somel.

i must do something! [bkn thadap memanik itu ok. sigh. "-.-]

p/s: love in everyway

:: Saranghae ::


I feel happy with your joking kiss
Even if you have a cute & innocent expression
Without knowing like a lady

My lips are calling your name

We walk while matching our feet, holding our hands

I want to lean on your shoulder and tell you.
"Thank you I Love You I will only give you happiness"
Kissing you oh my love
Tomorrow you are lying next to me in the warm sun
when i sing you a love song you smile
The sweet & happy words "I Love You"



Kissing you baby~ Loving you baby~

When i kiss you while closing my eyes
my cheeks turn red
I have already fallen for you,
in my chest

You can hear my heart beating

I Love You I Love You I Love You only as much as heaven
I will always make you happy and smile
I'll promise you a special girlfriend

You stay next to me & become my eyes,
I will always be in your arms

Sweet words "I Love You" Happy Words "I Love You"

p/s: Saranghae, Oh my Love (✿ ♥‿♥)


:: A healthy lifestyle leads to a healthy body ::




part II

Stress

Getting riled raises levels of Cortisol [OH My freaking Gucci! what the heck is this?? (it's a stress hormone. ok. got it.)] in your body, and that increase can cause you to gain weight.

plus, research suggests that the angrier you get, the more frequently you get angry, the more likely you'll be out on lots n lots of pounds around my waist. *koff* i mean, your waist.

[another no-wonder bla bla my waist bla bla fat bla bla weight gain bla bla. sigh "-.-]
not only that, the risk for you to face some cardiovascular so-whatever problems is more likely high.

so guys, think again. the next time someone pushes your button, take a very very deeeeeeep breaths and ask yourself, is this real~ly that big a deal

psst.. meditating really helps you out.

p/s: planning to sign up for Yoga/Pilates classes with deary honey

:: A healthy lifestyle leads to a healthy body ::


Researcher from University Chicago Medical Center found that those who got only 4 hours of a rest at night had a 23% increase in appetite.

sigh.. no wonder la i've always had a freaking huu~gge appetite recently.

[sigh. nak salah kan waktu tidur. padahal tido tak penah kurang 7hrs. ;D]


Sunday, January 23, 2011

:: freaking blissful! ::


everyday is a boring day for you-know-what.

and so.. after work, my charming hunk n i rushed back home to get dressed and went out again. had a really quite bad headache. my head, my mind was so fully loaded by those goddamn you-know-what. sigh. (╥_╥)
owh for-god's-sake, i am so~much stuck with it! how i wish i could move my ass out of it as fast, as soon as i wish i could. (╥_╥)

ergh! ok enough of that goddamn story. (✖╭╮✖)

ok. we did some window shoppings. but hey, we did buy some things for ourselves ok. ;D (≧◡≦)

i had such a very terrible headache, but we had so much fun though. (◕‿-) we were so happy n yeah, we did promise to ourselves to not talk, say or spill even any single word that has to do with work when we're all alone by ourselves. it would definitely ruin my mood. his mood. hell yeah. sigh. "-.-

we laughed our lungs out to everything. anything. just us. were so grateful. n still is grateful. for everything [for some things. for god's sake] that came into my life. (✿◠‿◠)

p/s: (。❤‿❤。)

Saturday, January 22, 2011

:: HE vs IT. ::


saya suka pergi kerja. [it is NOT what u think. sigh "-.-]

saya suka cuti. [yes, i do]

saya semangat pergi kerja. [for one reason. O.N.L.Y]

saya semangat cuti. [definitely yes!]

saya tak suka kerja bila tengah best cuti [what a terrible feeling]

saya memang suka cuti. fullstops. [always do]

W.H.Y~?

because kalau pergi kerja, saya jumpa dia. kalau saya cuti, saya jumpa dia.

IT surely turns my sunny bright days into stormy rainy gloomy cold !
but
HE surely turns my whole bloody horrible days into falaa laaa~ falalaa la~ shuwoop shudoo~ (✿◠‿◠)

p/s: saranghae (◡‿◡♥)

Thursday, January 20, 2011

:: equal ::

on last Sunday, i spent my off day with my family n him at cunie's place. swimming, guys.

on last Tuesday, i spent my off day at home. didn't go anywhere. just stayed at home. chilled up with my family.

and today. Thursday, i spent my public holiday with him. (>__<)

wahhh~ am so proud of myself. hohohO! [sebab sgt adil, i guess so. ;D]

p/s: miss him already. ;D


Wednesday, January 19, 2011

:: all about us ::

sugar : kenapa bila amik gambar, i mcm menyibuk je dlm gambar u? blh x jgn jadikan i mcm pelakon tambahan. huh! [sambil buat muka you-know-how la kan]

me : hahhah. alaah.. bistu... [trying to search for some unacceptable reasons]

ok la, ok la. kali ni i buat2 mcm i yg pelakon tambahan pulak ok? (*^ -^*)


suke gile snap kt area cni. nampak muke sgt bersih dari segale cacat cela. sigh. "-.-

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

:: Slippers oh slippers ::


i'm not the kind of girl whom u'll be seeing wearing a pair of jeans with a pair of slippers.

ok. that is soooo~ totally not me.

saya tidak akan sesekali pergi ke shopping complexes or keluar [selain dpd ke kedai berhampiran yg tidak melebehi 10km serta kedai depan rumah] dengan memakai a pair of jeans with slippers. what?! no no.

nak pakai jeans ok la kan. tp dgn slippers. hmm.. x kisah la slipper tu jenama ape sekali pun. pasar malam, pasar pagi.

bayangkan~~~ pergi tempat2 yg ala2 Pavillion, The Curve.. tapi pakai slipper yg tebal tu, yg menjadi trend tuk si remaja2 pakai tu. rm15 boleh dapat la kot. what~?! o(≧o≦)o NO thick slippers please~ (╥_╥) a big N-O here~


aren't they supposed to be wearing bila nak ke pantai je?? supaya kaki tak tenggelam dlm pasir? haih~ dah salah concept dah dia orang ni semua. (✖╭╮✖)

[slippers n sandals are 2 diff footwear. ok]

nak pakai slippers.. ok. nak nampak lebih casual sgt kan. tapi bukan dgn jeans. no~! not again~!! o(≧o≦)o AND bukan bila pergi ke tempat2 yg top2 tu. NO~~ o(≧o≦)o

'jeans, dress, baju semua dah cun dah, tapi pakai slipper?' seseorang melafazkan kata-kata tu.

what a bad combination. spt my best chingu n me selalu gelarkan mereka2 yg serba tak kena, dgn panggilan 'fashion disaster' & 'fashion crime' NOoOoOoO~~~~!!! (✖╭╮✖)

come on. jeans kan supposed to have its own image. value. bla bla. don't ruin 'em. please~ (╥_╥)

in fact, my bf rather see me wearing a pair of high heels/wedges/bla bla [& yg seangkatan dgnnya] everytime we go out on a date [yg membuatkan dia x biasa n x suke sebab dia x perlu nak tundukkan bijik mate die untuk pandang sy. tapi memandangkan dia x suka sy pakai slipper sebab npk so~ *tuuuut*, so dia rela kan je~ HOHOHOHOH! sigh. "-.- ni je la masa tuk haku berdiri sama tinggi~]

p/s: fullstops. ok buhbye.

Monday, January 17, 2011

:: Sunday oh sunday ::


yesterday was one of a great sunday.

we went to Cunie's house.

mak, mama, dee, fara, sisters and him.

eat. swim. eat. n eat. ;D

photos will be uploaded soon in my fb acc.

p/s: kena tunggu makcik kesayangan upload gambar ala2 artis majalah 'Bintang Kecil', 'Mangga', 'Pa&Ma'

:: change of plan ::


do u remember the other day, i was mentioning about how i planned to go for a holiday. on the next public holiday?

ok. now.. the plan has changed. by my family. what laaa~

my mother was so eager bout it. haih.. in fact, she has asked him to join us.

and now, i've been assigned to do some research about where on earth we could stay. well.. they called the holiday as a so-called camping trip.

camping? what laaa~ haih~ if only it can be called as camping la kn. haha ;D

mama oh mama.. your plan is always fabulous. ;D

i guess there will be about 3 to 4 families. wow.. what would it be? how would it be?

p/s: i'll never be the same. if we ever meet again.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

:: jatuh hati ::


ok. tibe2 layan lagu2 mcm ni. "-.- but from this band je la. the melody is so catchy.

+ the girl so cute.


wajah yang tampan
sungguh menawan
dan juga kaya
ku suka dia
tak banyak gaya sungguh sederhana
baik budinya juga bahasanya

saat kau menghampiri diriku
ku ingin engkau tahu
sebenarnya aku

diam-diam
aku jatuh hati padamu
ku ingin kau tahu
diam-diam
aku jatuh hati padamu
ku ingin kau tahu


Saturday, January 15, 2011

:: Sweet huh? ::


i could like you in a few seconds.

but honey.. i could hate you in just a glance.

(^^,)

p/s: megi adalah sedap. ok buhbye.


:: People ::


some people..

normal human being just couldn't see other people happy.

they just love to ruin other's relationship. heyh.. what a life.

i am a NEW me. i dont even want to care about that stupid matter. anymore. well hello. shoot it.

bcz as for me, if it is meant for me, it is just meant for me.

i don't have to be like cats n dogs. sigh. what a waste of time n energy.

p/s: after so~ long, am so glad u're back.. attn: Mocha. ;D

Thursday, January 13, 2011

:: Breaking Dawn ::


hahah. u got it right mocha. am definitely going to make an entry about this girl.

ok.

she is Mackenzie Foy. a new bright star who's going to be very very famous soon. on Nov. perhaps. she's going to play the role as Renesmee Cullen in Twilight:Breaking Dawn. a daughter of Bella n Edward. how sweet~ (^^,)

hahah. am so excited about it. but i heard they're going to have 2 parts. the one that will be out probably on this Nov is the Part I of Breaking Dawn. and there will be Part II which i DO NOT have any freaking idea when on earth they will air the second part.. sigh. what laa~ haih~ "-.-


p/s: planning on a romantic dinner for next you-know-what month. (^^,)

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

:: me n myself ::


aku stress, ada orang tahu?

aku nk lepaskan stress aku.. apa org cakap? mcm2. x spoting, sikit2 nak marah. moody. bla bla

bukan setiap masa aku happy mcm apa yang aku tunjukkan kat semua orang dgn ketawe n senyuman aku.

aku menangis org ada perasan? org ada tahu?

mmg x la kan. aku simpan sendiri2. korg semua pun tak tahu bila masa nya air mate aku kuar. sbb aku sebenarnya bukan macam tu. tapi kadang2, perasaan mana dpt dikawal

kena sound dgn customers, [bkn sbb service yg aku bg, tp sbb ketidapuasan hati service yg dia terima sebelumnya tu. nak jugak tu~ ;D] ada masa aku tahan diri. kuatkan perasaan. ada masa aku ter'over' sensitif. terkeluar semua yang ada..

sometimes i love my job. n sometimes i just hate it.

sometimes aku tertunjuk kat orang lain. n sometimes aku try control diri.

sometimes i just need someone to be there, to be my ears. to just listen to whatever i say without saying anything.

that is when i need them. to build up my strength. to give at least a little pinch of support.

but i realize, i'm not a kid anymore. this is life. this is what everybody should [like it or not] face.

sometimes i'm just too tired to face them [dear customers. i'm sorry. but i love u]

i'm just an ordinary young woman.

please..


Sunday, January 09, 2011

)) Malas mode ((

ok. Malas mode has come.

malas to update this shrumpy crunchy blog of mine

fullstops.

ok.

buhbye.

p/s: malas. tahu?

Friday, January 07, 2011

:: sunshine ::


you are my sunshine

my only sunshine

you make me happy, when skies are grey

you never know dear

how much i love you

so please don't take my sunshine away~

:: sunshine ::



you are my sunshine

my only sunshine

you make me happy, when skies are grey

you never know dear

how much i love you

so please don't take my sunshine away~


:: Lagu kebangsaan kami ::


i love you

you love me

we're a happy family

with a great big hug

and a kiss from me to u

won't u say u love me too

p/s: tiba2 teringat lagu iklan sunsilk

:: 'Bored-less' ::


ma : ihhh budak ni. hari2 kena amik, hari2 kena hantar, hari2 kuar, hari2 jumpe kat office, pun nak bergayut lagi??

me : [on the phone with you-know-who. senyum2 malu (^_^)]

she was right la. padahal hari2 jumpe tu. kalau salah seorang tak keje pun, mesti punya la jumpe, tak kire la mcm mana gaye sekalipun. huh.

tu belum masuk lagi cerite 'skype'.

in fact, normal working days pun, x kurang 10hours la hadap muke masing2. tapi tetap jugak tu nak ber'skype'. ni belum diketahui oleh M'am besar lagi tu. memang geleng kepala je la die.

well.. everyone seems okay with him. thankful. hopefully they will always do.

p/s: we have our 'lagu kebangsaan' yg harus dinyanyikan pada waktu2 yg telah ditetapkan.

Thursday, January 06, 2011

:: i just love it ::


one of my hobby is to disturb him while he's driving. haha.

"-.- i know! i know~! it is damn dangerous. but i didn't disturb him that much as what you thought i did. :D

my types of disturbance :

one) my loud singing [falseto, vibrato. including the 'impersonator mode']

two) my upper body dancing

three) my excitement of certain things

four) poking-his-face mode

five) my [boring] stories of some things and [i guess] he forced himself to listen just to please me (^^,)

six) my own drama

seven) photo shoot~ shoot~ shuuwaaa~ (^^,)


** to be continued [i think so] **

p/s: me + u = wonderful

Sunday, January 02, 2011

:: control control ::


ok. now am trying to control myself.

trying so hard to stay away from those online blogs, online shops.

fullstops.

no. shut your eyes. shut your heart.

no peeking! just shut everything. shut your pocket. shut your purse. shut your card.

SHUT! SHUT! SHUT! SHIT!

p/s: big 'Hmmmm' here

:: what the heck laa ::


so.. 2011.

i just can't believe that i've been blogging for 2 years. TWO-freaking-darn-YEARS

owh, ya, haih.. i just don't understand laa..

will u just be u, honey?

i am me. u are u. right sweety?

and so.. give me a 'P', give me an 'A', give me 'T' 'H' 'E'~ give me a 'T', give me an 'I', give me a 'C'

it is PA-THE-TIC.

fullstops. so-what-ever~

p/s: i miss him, i miss him, i'm missing him

:: No longer here soon ::


will be moving out from here soooooooon

no 'warga 24B' anymore.

well. actually, we just came back from Kempas Utama. our future home.

still under construction.

it is a very nice place. so peaceful. nice environment. nice view. everything seems [n i hope it will forever be] nice.

security guarded. where u need to have a pass card to enter the house. it is not a bungalow. it is only a terrace house.

hold up! a sec please~

it is not a typical terrace house, will u excuse me.
but it does look like a bungalow.

ok. our future home is 'Cyberia'. thats what they named it. hoho.

ok. i couldn't hide my excitement.

p/s: mama: budak2 ni dah x reti duduk rumah agknye. pantang cuti, hilang.


:: Happier ::


He bought me these..

❤ Thank you love ❤

Last night, we [me, aja n him] went out for our late night dinner. ihh.. [aja la nak ajak keluar sgt. dia bosan duduk rumah. so, kite layan kan je la die. bagi dia makan puas2]

so much of seafoods. itchy dah. ihh..

p/s: will be moving out from here

somehow, some days, we should all be thankful

as i was having my breakfast with Hh and Ae, my mind lingered on some things. few things. about what F has been through throughout her life,...