aku stress, ada orang tahu?
aku nk lepaskan stress aku.. apa org cakap? mcm2. x spoting, sikit2 nak marah. moody. bla bla
bukan setiap masa aku happy mcm apa yang aku tunjukkan kat semua orang dgn ketawe n senyuman aku.
aku menangis org ada perasan? org ada tahu?
mmg x la kan. aku simpan sendiri2. korg semua pun tak tahu bila masa nya air mate aku kuar. sbb aku sebenarnya bukan macam tu. tapi kadang2, perasaan mana dpt dikawal
kena sound dgn customers, [bkn sbb service yg aku bg, tp sbb ketidapuasan hati service yg dia terima sebelumnya tu. nak jugak tu~ ;D] ada masa aku tahan diri. kuatkan perasaan. ada masa aku ter'over' sensitif. terkeluar semua yang ada..
sometimes i love my job. n sometimes i just hate it.
sometimes aku tertunjuk kat orang lain. n sometimes aku try control diri.
sometimes i just need someone to be there, to be my ears. to just listen to whatever i say without saying anything.
that is when i need them. to build up my strength. to give at least a little pinch of support.
but i realize, i'm not a kid anymore. this is life. this is what everybody should [like it or not] face.
sometimes i'm just too tired to face them [dear customers. i'm sorry. but i love u]
i'm just an ordinary young woman.
please..
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