:: awak nak tahu tak? ::

the moment awak nak saya jadi girlfriend awak, saya terus tanamkan azam untuk ubah diri, ubah perangai saya yang buruk [hanya orang tertentu je tahu how buruk i was before this] so that i wont face any failure in my next relationship.

and i am pretty much confident yang saya memang sudah berubah.

saya cuba n telah berjaya untuk jadi baik, untuk jaga tingkah laku. untuk tidak naughty macam dulu.

saya telah cuba sedaya upaya, n saya amat berbangga saya telah berjaya melakukannya. saya dah kurang fikir yang negative, saya dah tak de hati nak layan siapa2 lagi selain daripada awak..

tapi.. awak dah ruined everything. saya tak tahu apa salah saya, apa silap saya.

maybe sebab kita jauh, long distance relationship memang not gonna work with u, i guess..

n that makes me so,.... i dont know perasaan apa yg saya patut rasa sekarang

apa maksud awak dengan statement awak tu tadi eh? saya sungguh tidak faham. all of a sudden.

and semua perangai2 buruk saya yang saya dah berjaya ubah masa dengan awak, sekarang wujud balik.

no wonder la u've been ignoring me for these few days. tapi tak pe.

saya tak cukup baik untuk puaskan hati awak.

tak pe wak.. saya happy sekarang.. (>_<)

p/s: considering of finding a new 'pengganti'. hahha. kan mocha kan.. i can always count on u n ur ideas. ;p

:: ye... ::

and so.. dia masih teringat akan kekasih lamanya. sigh.

apakah yang harus dilakukan.

kenapakah?? ish..

awak, harap bersabar ok. [walaupun entah2 dah nak separuh mati bersabar!]

tidak mengapa lah. awak sedih? awak merajuk? awak berkecil hati?

owh, langsung tidak mengapa. kerana awak mempunyai kawan-kawan yang dapat menggembirakan duka cita awak tu. ok.

awak mempunyai gaya hidup sendiri. [lifestyle la tu. sigh "-.-]

awak mempunyai segala-galanya yang awak nak. [ye ye, except for L la]

alah.. people who knows u, will appreciate u. so, dont ever give a freaking damn la.

ok. byebye.

p/s: wahai kekasih-kekasih lama ku yang sudah lama tidak ketemu, marilah bertemu beramai-ramai. hahah.

that's just the way it is

:: and so ::

and so, things happened that way..

and i'm always ready, since forever..

and so, fullstops.

and so. i'm counting the days for the next already-planned trip..

ok. i need to save lots n lots of money!

all the single ladies, all the single gentlemen.. we gonna rock our ass out!

we gonna party our nights out!

p/s: Wallao eh~ am so freaking excited. again. hahha (>_<)

:: Iphone4's phenomena ::

ok.

they already launched it in KL today. here, only on this 27th.

tapi, tadi agak crowded with people yg sibuk tanya things regarding the Iphone~

'eh, the iphone4, how much?', 'hows the package?', 'do i need to signup n get the plan with u guys', 'is it compulsary to take it with ur plan', 'eh, bukan that phone is lousy ke?', 'eh why eh cheaper than the 3GS?', 'if i buy the phone, can u help me to save ur number?'. sigh. sempat lagi tu. what la..

so.. nasib baik i already knw the packages, n the pamphlets pun dah keluar. kaedah harga n bayaran pun sama macam 3GS, cume ada penambahan on the Gigs yg dapat free tu. but still, they all macam xboleh nak faham sendiri pulak. baca sendiri kan boleh! kenapa nak tanya orang jugak! senang faham kan benda alah tu! ish!

agak ramai yg buat pre-booking. i jotted down their names n contacts number. so on sunday i have to follow up with them. because the stocks are not much. for this 1st batch they only released the black colour. haih~ white, soon ye.

tapi weight nye slightly lighter than the 3GS, cuma bila pegang, rasa sangat petak n sangat tidak selesa di tangan. tak de rasa macam dekat di hati pengguna pun. but the design is quite solid la. pakai material yang digunakan untuk buat airplanes tu. ;p other than that, its function, sama je. cuma penambahan few apps yang i rasa macam tak de apa yang menarik kot.

demand macam so high. tapi dia orang bagi stock macam sikit.. ish. cukup ke? ihh.. kecoh ni nanti on monday. luckily i wont be around on that day. haha. erk! i guess that whole week would be so damn freakng hectic.

i wonder, what is so good about Iphone eh? it's only the brand, the name. n the popularity. thats all. i still adore Galaxy S. i would say, it is a lot better and worth it than the IPhone. in fact, IliPhone lagi better than that Iphone la kan. ;p

p/s: IliPhone~ IliPhone~ IliPhone~ (>_<)

:: so ok ::

ok.

bila dah ada ni, bila dah ada orang nak ambil berat n sayang, hargai la sikit.

nanti bila dah orang tu beralih arah, baru la nak kecoh kata ditinggalkan la ape. haigyooooh~

what la..

awak layan orang tu macam jerk je kan.. tak pe, orang tu macam boleh sabar lagi, nanti orang tu dah terus diam tak berbunyi n terus pergi macam tu je, baru la awak nak rasa n sedar.

awak2. awak lebih penting kan orang lain daripada orang tu.

what la awak ni. kesian dia laa.. dia tu dah la macam hilang arah. ingat bila ada awak, dapat la cure kan everything..

awak ni, ye, awak dgn dia sama-sama phobia n sama-sama kena benda yang sama, tapi bagi la diri masing2 peluang. awak awak~

heyh.. awak2.. tak pe, saya bagi awak peluang ye supaya awak boleh buktikan kat dia. saya suruh dia tu bagi awak masa, n bagi diri dia masa jugak tuk nampak perubahan yang positive daripada awak..

harap-harap semuanya ok la. saya doakan awak ok? gambateh!

p/s: i love soya bean, anyhow pun~ T_T. ok byebye

:: adamaya ::

adamaya? ape tu?

semalam petang.. ada 1 customer ni, came with 2 little kids. boy n girl. i think their makcik la kot. makcik muda.

the girl is so cute, then i kacau-ed her la. as usual. bual2, cakap2. she's 2 years of age.

then i g attend another customer, tiba-tiba the makcik cakap something like this 'alin cakap akak ni adamaya?' the makcik asked the little girl. n i pun turned my head around n macam nak dengar n nak tahu la.

then the makcik muda said, 'die cakap awak macam akak dalam cerita adamaya'. n i was like, what n who the heck is adamaya. n i buat muka pelik, n the makcik muda said, lisa surihani tu.

terbegik tekak i dengar. little kids memang sangat jujur. hahah! so pure. haahhah!

what laa.. then i terfikir n teringat.. someone told me that i sama kurus n kecik macam lisa. n maybe because of that kot that little girl cakap macam tu.

but that girl memang super duper cute bila dia buat muka malu n macam cover gila. haha. adakah dia fikir dia telah bertemu dengan artis?? hahahh! what laa..

p/s: dey all of you! jangan nak tersenyum2 or tergelak2 ok. sigh. ok byebye.

:: soya bean~ T_T ::

i just found out the facts n truth about soya bean. it is really unexpectable.

these are some of the points i picked out from several websites regarding this soya bean that we should avoid it.. T_T what laaa...

• phytoestrogens or isoflavones, which can mimic the female sex hormone estrogen [though i don't even know what the frog is that terms mean but i guess it must be something really important n serious]
• cause infertility
• may increase breast cancer in women
• can alter a woman's menstrual cycle. [what~?!]
• can cause low sperm count in men [hahahah]
• linked to thyroid cancer [eerr!]
• tests on Japanese men who have consumed soy over a number of years, has led to brain shrinkage [see~ men also, u know]
• abnormalities in children
• soy intake may increase the risk of developing kidney stone. [based on the study ok] a 2001 study showed evidence that soybeans, tofu, and commercially processed soy products especially textured soy products contain extremely high levels of oxalate, a compound that binds with kidneys

p/s: for those yg selalu belikan i soya bean, sile ignore je kalau i merayu2 suruh belikan soya bean, otay? T_T

p/s: (｡◕‿◕｡)

:: gosh.. missing to death ::

tiba-tiba

feels like wanna cry tonnes of tears.

i missed Putrajaya/cyberjaya a lot.. damn. really really am.

how n what am i supposed to do.

i missed the environment. i missed the place. i missed everything about putrajaya.

ya ya.. tears running down on both of my not-so-pink cheeks right now. (╯︵╰,)

i wish i can go back there. i missed both putrajaya n cyberjaya.

damn damn damn~

so sick u know. sick of missing something..

tolong laa~ macam mana ni.. (✖╭╮✖)

p/s: sick. sick. sick

:: missing it ::

i'm missing my Swatch bijoux purple flower earring

i don't think they have that design anymore.

where can i get it back~ (╯︵╰,)

i'm sorry..

(╯︵╰,)

p/s: 1st expensive gift i've received from that someone. at the age of 18

:: ???? ::

ok.

so, now everybody is acting so weird.

why huh? sigh. i really don't understand la.

fair enough. do u think i care so much? frog lah.

i am definitely sure will consider of something.

don't dare me. if i said i'm gonna do it, i'm gonna do it.

do u think u're free enough to do whatever bullshit that u want?

ok. i've been there n done that. i know almost everything.

p/s: tired

:: so fat tummy ::

what laa.. laksa johor lakso johor. what i like about johor la.

its laksa. wallao~ macam kena santau, because what u know..

the moment i nak makan, myself said to me, 'makan2, bukannya selalu pun'. then me said, 'but nanti perut besar gila, nanti nak tidur susah, bihtu nak termuntah nanti acam mane'. then myself said, 'its ok. xkan lari gunung dikejar~ nanti boleh work out. so, nothing much to worry la'

then, i tanpa segan silu, makan laksa dengan sgt banyak. when i said sangat banyak, it is so very freaking banyak ok. i tambah few times. what laaa.

so pesanan saya kepada kawan2, sila jangan tenung di bahagian perut or tercari2 perut saya dikala kita bersua nanti ya. perlakuan itu sangat mendukacitakan saya.

p/s: what??! u suka me n my perut or u better dont suka me at all! sigh!

:: arrghh! what a feeling ::

haigyoooh~ so very much jealous~ macam mana ni.

takpe princess~ take it easy. tak de pape.

what goes around will always comes around.

so... jangan fikir banyak k princess.

don't think too much.

cool~ don't get too stress out. so, just be cool.

just be yourself. and don't think about others.

positive~ positive.. nothing happen. nothing will happen. n nothing is nothing.

don't put so much hopes. don't be too confident.

be prepared of any circumstances. just... cool? yes, cool. n take things easy please sweety.

take it easy. clear your mind.

i love myself. i love whoever loves me.

i don't need to think too much of anything that is waste of time.

(✿◠‿◠)

p/s: listening to One in a Million by Neyo

:: the sweetest thing about you ::

your nonsense-ness always make me smile n laugh

your nonsense-ness fill my days n my nights

that makes me happy n it cheers me up

i hope it will last forever

i am glad you are you..

that's the sweetest thing about you..

(✿◠‿◠)

p/s: yes, i will call you back ;p

:: (✿ ♥‿♥) ::

suke gila vc die!! he's so gentleman, he's so sweet! he's so funny!!

the melody of the song is so damn nice! n the lyric as well! arh! everything about neyo is so damn good!

p/s: arh! bongok la to be continued plak! btw, i think, the lady in this clip is beautiful

:: they were made for each other ::

one of my friend yg dpd sekolah rendah dulu tu..

she's been on n off with her bf.. now dah 5 years..

masa dia orang ada masalah, i know some la. i ada masa dia orang ada masalah tu. because she told me, n i helped her to overcome with it.

n now i just got a good news about them..

rombongan merisik esok.

bila dgr news pasal ni, i can't stop smiling. n i realized that my tears bertakung because i rasa terharu sgt. rasa sangat bangga dgn dia. because she is so strong. memang they were made for each other. it's their destiny.

dia dah banyak suffer. n now, look at them. honestly n seriously, i am so happy for them. i am so proud of them. i can't stop smiling. big smile on my face. [till this moment]

hopefully dia orang berkekalan sampai ke akhir hayat. Amin.

p/s: ni yang buat rasa nak jugak ni.. bila la pulak turn aku ye.. xpe! pray for the best!

:: lately ::

big apetite.. lately

addicted to soya bean la..

selalu nak makan laa..

xboleh nak control diri la..

my tummy getting fatter each day..

my cheeks makin rasa sendat

what laa..

p/s: is in love n in a relationship with someone yg always makes me laugh every single day but i am so very much pissed off with him right now!! (◣_◢)

:: why laa ::

masa.. masa.. kenapa laa susah sgt nak ada..

nanti.. bila dah ghaib, jangan salah kan siapa2 ye..

learn from all the mistakes..

it's not me, it's not others..

it's you.

it's about you..

yes, you..

p/s: whatever

:: (-'_'-) ::

i'm sick

i am really sick..

(╯︵╰,) (╯︵╰,) (╯︵╰,) (╯︵╰,) (╯︵╰,)

sigh.

p/s: getting weak

:: Fat! ::

last night, my friends from jco came.

one of them popped up with this statement

'kamu macam dah gemuk sedikit ya'

n i was beside him n was like, 'yii? ye ke? tang mana gemuk?' [dgn harapan dia x tunjuk bahagian perut]

'di pipi nya' [sambil tunjuk bahagian pipi]

sigh? am i? already?? sigh~ '=.=

:: kesepitan ::

accident can happen anywhere, anytime, to anyone.

this is what happened to me today..

when : 13th sept 2010, 5.55pm

where : in front of maxis centre

who : me! who do u think then??? me n jahmadz's car! sigh!

how : tersepit pintu kereta si jahmadz ketika berkelam kabutan ingin mengambil barang sebelum pulang.

kadar kesakitan : 10 out of 10. maximum la!

kesan sampingan 1 : few minutes after tersepit, nak naik kereta, baru tersedar darah mengalir keluar dgn sangat deras.

kesan sampingan 2 : berdenyut dengan super dahsyat! darah x berhenti keluar.

kesan sampingan 3 : sejurus selepas tersepit dan darah mengalir keluar dpd kuku, lubang telingaku terasa sakit mcm ada pressure.

kesan sampingan 4 : jari dan kuku semakin bengkak, blue-ish, numb. darah masih mengalir wpun dah bersih2 dan mandi.

:: He is... ::

he is my angel

he is my talkative candy

he is my sugar

he is my garam

he is my petai

he is my all

he is my Aiman danial

and i am his tatak eeyee

:: Cemetery ::

on the second day of raya [morning], we went to kubur. we = mama, dee, mak, tokngah, abah, saya, aiman, dania n fara. 5 orang dewasa.. 4 orang kurang dan tidak dewasa.

Aiman sat on my lap because he was so takut n geli with cacingS yang menggeletis di atas tanah-tanah kubur tu while saya membaca yassin for my beloved late great grandmother. [sebenarnya sangat geli n takut juga, tapi my kerinduan n kesyahduan membaca yassin for arwah nyang covered up all my kegelian tu]

dah habis baca yassin. my turn to jirus air atas tanah kubur n tabur bunga-bunga sambil mendukung aiman yang dah macam anak monyet melekat di bdnku.

datang mama, 'berdua je dgn anak? laki awak mana?'.

'ha'ah, anak saya la ni, laki dah lari ikut perempuan lain, tinggallah saya dgn anak lelaki saya seorang ni'.

nak turun n keluar daripada kawasan kubur tu [masih mendukung aiman yang tak nak lepas2], 'tatak eeyee, tubur aiman yang tu te?' [sambil jari teciknye tunjuk ke arah kubur kecik].

'tak lah'. [concentrated berjalan keluar dan sangat berhati-hati menuruni bukit2 dan tanah dan kayu-kayu dan rumput2 dan semut2]

'bihtu, manay tubur aiman?'.

'aiman mana ada kubur lagi la, ni untuk orang yg dah meninggal aje.. orang tak kan buat kubur kalau tak de orang meninggal. tak kan awal2 lagi nak buat kubur aiman tapi aiman hidup lagi.'

'eh, tatak eeyee, aiman dah meninggal yah'

this little boy will never know how to stop talking.

p/s: dia hangin sebab bila gaduh, mesti dia rasa macam dia kalah n mula la dia nak meradang. that's our aiman

:: PBS vs princess ::

this conversation happened dah lama dah. before raya lagi.. some of the susunan ayat may be different daripada yg original bagi menjaga privacy dan maruah masing2 TETAPI maksudnya tetap SAMA.. (>_-)

Princess : macam mana kamu boleh tiba-tiba reply kat chatbox saya begitu? saya sungguh tidak menyangkakan~

PBS : fedup! that is why.

Princess : fedup apa?

PBS : Dulu bukan main lagi.. now.. cnvieugvbkahewfkj

Princess : tak faham, tak faham

PBS : tak yah faham

Princess : bagaimana tiba-tiba kamu boleh rasa nak cakap macam tu?

PBS : sebab saya amat geram

Princess : kenapakah?

PBS : ada je dia nak condemn kamu

Princess : Yii??

PBS : kalau dulu, asyik puji-puji je yang saya baca disitu. now...

Princess : ada meh?

PBS : disebabkan itulah saya comment begitu

Princess : owh, thanks for your concern.

PBS : dah jadi depan mata, terpaksa la masuk campur..

maka setelah itu, perbualan tersebut diteruskan ke topik yang berikut tanpa ada kena mengena lagi dengan yg diceritakan itu tadi....

p/s: dia just being so protective

:: Lucky i'm in love with my best friend ::

* i wish we had one more kiss *

:: jangan biarkan diri anda diselubungi misteri ::

last night..

balik daripada umah unc mie, malam tu. terus tertidur. tak perasan pukul berapa. yg pasti macam before 10 dah tidur. then tiba-tiba terjaga pukul 2 lebih. sebab my middle finger, right hand, yang i tengah pakai ring tu, tiba-tiba jadi sakit. jadi macam bengkak.

siap ada bekas. tiba-tiba ring tu susah nak tanggal from my jari. i paksa juga nak tanggalkan sebab tak tanggalkan pun dah sakit gila. try quite few times, tapi tak macam seksa pula la nak tanggalkan [adakah aku sudah membesar~? '=.=] malas nak keluar bilik amik sabun bla bla. nasib baik handbag ada kat bawah kaki, grabbed it and amik my lotion.

masa tu tak fikir apa, just fikir i must get the freaking ring out from my finger masa tu juga! finally, dapat tanggal juga. [idk why, out of sudden, goosebumps! the moment i type this]

so.. right after i tanggalkan that freaking damn ring, terus terasa ngantuk gila n continue tidur.

the end

p/s: is it just me who feels this way?? paranoid? trauma? no, yes, i do love him (-_-)

:: Raya night ::

this year would be my 1st raya with you. i am so glad n happy. (>_<)

though we're far from each other (few states away). but i can feel you. (>_<)

Selamat Hari Raya

Wo Ai Ni!

p/s: Miss Miss Miss

::holiday.excited.counting ::

haih~ am so excited for our next holiday.
where : somewhere only we know
when : some fine day.
who : lovey dovey boo~

adakah dia ingin membeli seluar beach semata-mata untuk hari tersebut? sigh. kau comel la dey~

p/s: mocel = bahasa nepal! pffft! mogok ttap mogok! >:(

:: I just can't stop loving you ::

:: Issue~ issue~ why la~ ::

i've got an issue with my fat tummy! (╥_╥)

what am i suppose to do now?

hah! guess i have to go for TUMMY TREATMENT laa~ (◕‿-)

:: si gundut yg kejam ::

kan the other i went to KL kan. went shopping at BTS.

bob n gundut ikut je. de la beli baju-baju an.

then i ada admire 1 baju tu. memang baju tu sangat cute. sangat sweet. n sgt korean~ then i tengah belek2 baju tu, tiba2 i terasa my hand kena tarik. sambil cakap, 'dah2, kita g tengok yang lain. tu macam swimming suit la ili'.. what?!! hergh! gundut jahat leh! that outfit damn cool la. n memang so korean.

exactly like this..

how come u said like that la macha?? T_T haaa~ till now rasa geram je dgn dia. till now rasa kenapa la aku x beli je n ignore him. ish! ish! bila teringat, rasa nak lepuk2 je pipi dia sebab dengan lantangnya dia berkata sedemikian rupa! hergh! nasib baik la jauh. kalau tak.. memang sekarang jugak dah kasi gegar itu rumah dia.

sigh! dendam belum terbalas lagi nih! swimming suit ye~ otay~ taak~ pe~ dendam ku masih tersemat! sigh! >:[

p/s: still love you though. bungus! ;p

:: haih laa~ ::

dari pagi sampai petang, kuih, kuih n kuih.

choc almond slice, makmur, bangkit. haih~

tadi buat kuih bangkit. duduk depan tv. sambil tgk MTV. 'Asian Takeaway-JK'. mama tengah duduk kat sebelah menjahit.

then tiba2 ada 1 lagu ni, penyanyi Gummy, title ape ntah lupe. dalam vc tu ada mamat yg berlakon cerita Boys Over Flower. tiba2 tercakap la, 'eh, dia ni la'. pastu mama jengah, terus dia menggeletis bangun n tengok. sigh. ibuku~ T_T sambil x henti2 daripada mulut die perkataan 'handsome nya dia' "=.= what laa~

lagu dah habis, dia kembali dengan kerja menjahitnya.. what laaa~ T_T

tiba-tiba! sejurus selepas lagu tu habis.. next music video..

intro next music video tu gelap. so, dpd jauh x nampak. tapi i macam ada kenal la itu style punya rambut. yes! i kenal! i tahu! it's him! Taeyang! with his white singlet, with his hairstyle! wallao eh~ n it was my turn to menggeletis! 'you're my+i need a girl'. wallao~ haih~ terus berhenti jap buat kuih, pergi depan tv, sambil baring atas sofa. sampai la mv tu habis. ish~ you make my heart melt~

p/s: love her 'taeyang' so much. love his smile. love his eyes. love everything about him

:: dugaan ::

mama kejut sahur. rasa malas gila + ngantuk because tidur pukul 2 something.

cakap dgn mama, tak nak sahur. then 5.30 kot, taeyang's on my phone, it was darl. woke me up la, again.. 2+ stars for him. ;p effort ma. sweet2. but i told him la i x bangun for sahur. then cakap2 sekejap, which i forgot la, because tgh blur. ye la, dikejut time tgh ngantuk gila.

tak lama lepas tu, tengah sangat selesa mentidurkan diri, my stomach boleh menggelodak pula. sakit gila. n tekak dah mula rasa lain. cepat2 bangun n g poo poo. then tgh poo poo, boleh pulak rasa nak throw up! sigh! what lah! then boleh tahan lagi. so, 1st batch, dah settle poo poo. but right after keluar dpd g poo poo, terus rasa menyampah sebab memang dah rasa benda kat hujung tekak, tak sempat nak sapu tiger balm, because perut sakit gila but at the same time nak throw up. terus g kat sink, and zrushh~ keluar la segala macam. ok lagi la. because yang keluar pun, 'something'. bukan cecair je.

throw up session ada 2 je. selang few minutes je between that 2 sessions. then settle dah. tapi perut je la masalahnya.

few times juga la keluar masuk toilet. this is the best part yg i nak cerita.

that last batch of poo poo tu, then i pergi washed my face. biar bagi segar sikit kan. cun2 lepas basuh muka, tiba2 my kepala gatal gila. tergaru-garu dah macam org apa [at this moment, my bulu roma naik, because teringat kejadian sedemikian], n tiba-tiba, my face pun dah macam gatal2, i pun garu-garu sikit la, then masa tu pula, mama kat dapur tgh buat almond cookies, i asked mama, why my kepala n muka tiba-tiba gatal semacam

kebetulan ada mirror, so i pergi tengok my face kat mirror [grrr! bulu roma naik!], then ada benda timbul2 dekat my face! yg memang macam kalau kena gigit nyamuk tu. eeee!! i tunjuk mama n mama pun terkejut n terus bising n suruh letak 'Calamine Lotion'. sepantas kilat la i letak. n my head dah memang gatal2 macam org ada kutu.

sigh! what laa.. how come la jadi macam tu. mcm mysterious je. because right after i poo poo n washed my face, terus jadi macam tu. few minutes after i letak that lotion, then dah ok la.

so, conclusion now is, kenapakah jadi sedemikian rupa??? tak pernah langsung jadi macam ni sebelum ni '=.= why laa~ why~??

p/s: choc almond slice mama buat mmg sedap!

:: Gundut ku yg sengal ::

pagi-pagi subuh 5.41am si gundut ku dah call. kejut sahur konon. merepek, time tu org dah otw nak tido balik dah. haih~ tak pe lah.. 2 stars given for his effort.

dia pesan suruh kejut kan dia, takut kalau2 dia x bangun. because he got exam at 9.30.

then he texted me asking that if i can wake him up at 8something.

and then he texted me this, 'ning2.. klu malam nyte2 kn? ni morning.. ning2'

i know he said it spontaneously, n i was laughing my ass off! hahah! sengal! so, i 'bongok-ed' him. n he replied me with this, 'i'll make sure that u'll always smiling.. mwah' n i was still smiling. his kesengalan always makes my days n nights.

thank you sayang.. (✿◠‿◠)

p/s: u do know how much you mean to me

:: Why can't i? ::

p/s: what a coincidence! we're just like in the movie~

:: The bunguks ::

the first minute, i was so really fucking mad at you (⋋▂⋌)

the next minute, you already make me laugh like hell with your stupid jokes! (≧◡≦)

bunguks!!

(✿◠‿◠)

:: sigh! ::

take things easy, princess..

breathe in~ breathe out~ fuuuuu~

[kau tgh PMS la, sebab tu your mood, your emotion semua pun swing]

princess~ easy~

think of anything that can make you smile.. quick!

sigh.

sile fikirkan about your cute blouses~ your 2 pairs of footwear yg cute gila tu. come on! quick quick!

sila fikirkan about your new handbag.. quick!

sigh! xde beza pun! #%&@($!@

p/s: hergh! how i can stop thinking about you??? how can i stop missing you?? @$%&*^%$@

:: laughing our ass out ::

that someone requested to chat..

i told efan..

n efan cakap, 'cakap ngan die, xnak webcam ngan efan?'

n we both laughing our ass off! hahhahah!

:: Yiiii~ ::

i just realized one thing about me..

i am shoes/high heels/sandals/ bla bla [any types of something that has got to do with my foot] maniac~

i just realized that i love it.. sigh.

i've another 3 pairs of high heels that i only wore it few times.

n now, i bought another. + sandals. sigh. help me~ (╥_╥)

p/s: tiba2 teringat ada orang tu kata nak belikan sexy red dress.. i wonder where n when is it eh? (¬‿¬)

:: come on laa.. broaden up your mentality a bit pls~ ::

sigh.

bosan gila! mentality sgt sempit. sigh. bosan bosan!

memang sampai bila-bila tak kan boleh ngam. walau buat macam mana pun.

tolong la. sempit sgt.

i just hate being here. being in this kind of situation.

the people, the environment. sigh! herghh!!! i will never ever get used of it!!

duh!

:: so.. so... ::

he is Taeyang

she is SooYoung

(●*∩_∩*●)

:: After 7 years ::

bertolak to jb at 7pm. there were 5 of us.

reached bukit jalil earlier than we expected.

kita org expect sampai 11.45. seperti yg terpapar di website nye setelah membuat research. tapi pakcik bas tu, nak kata bawak laju, biasa je. so, 11 dah sampai.

aliq of course tak sampai lagi. aliq n abg ejal ade! waah~ rindu sama mereka! hari tu aliq datang, abg ejal tak ikut. tapi ni, abg ejal ada. sesi jejak kasih la kejap kat situ. dia org sampai dalam 11 lebih la. before 11.30. now, tunggu efan plak. owh, yudha pun ada jugak.

yg i tak senang duduk. dgn beg besar nye tu lagi. abg ejal siap sound, 'kalau ye pun, sabar la dulu ili, efan datang juga tu nanti', haha! jahat! dah 7years tak jumpe, of course la excited!

nak dekat 12, baru la efan datang, dgn adam. terus gerak ke ampang. check in dulu. penat la dey.

2 baru gerak n lepak kat taman dagang. efan selebet! gerai kat situ banyak dah tutup! kembung perut aku ngan shisha jek! dgn makan kuey teow yg mengeringkan tekak tu lagi. hish~

lepak2 till nak dekat sahur. 4something baru gerak balik. penat penat. tapi excited punye pasal. tidur stgah jam jek. haha. tak dapat nak lelap.

siap2 kul 8, 9 something baru keluar balik. pergi fath's school, collect gambar convo. arh! i spent rm100 just for the pictures '=.= then terus picked up qela n abg papi kat hotel.

then straight away to PJ. part ni yang malas nak cerita ni. efan salah masuk jalan~ '=.= dah kena lalu jauh. then dgn hadap jam nye lagi. bla bla bla~ g my college, collected transcript. bla bla.

g BTS.. haa~ rindu~ i really miss that place so much~! (-'_'-)

so, conclusion~ we spent nearly rm30 for the toll ONLY! sigh! efan la ni~ it's ok..

beli ticket tuk 11.30 punya. so, still got time to spend with them. 10.45, mata dah ngantuk gila! mintak car key kat efan, n kita org tidur while tunggu 11.30pm.

the main conclusion : i wanna be there~ (╥_╥)

p/s: Miss them a lot!! my gundutSsss~