| The Dates |

2011

30th July - Attended the interview (Kelana Jaya)

6th Aug - Received an email. To attend Bonding Briefing.

12th Aug - Bonding Briefing (Subang Airport)

12th Sept - Medical Checkup (Subang Airport)

24th Oct - The day i've been waiting for. Received an email. To report duty on Nov. Yay !!!

21st Nov - The day that I've been waiting for. The training will start on this day. (Kelana Jaya)

Phew ! did U notice the date?? lame la kan ?! it was not that easy man.. (u_u")

In between those dates, you could be rejected. n can U imagine how anxious/tense/restless i was waiting for each call? (u_u")

but now, i am so grateful. Alhamdulillah. \m/(^_<)

| Education |

Education is very important. much much important. it is true, experience is always the best. let me tell u a story.

last time, when i went for MAS interview, there was this girl, very much confident. pretty. with that height that I've been dying for (but not anymore!) lots of working experience compare to myself. but she's only an SPM leaver. and she didn't make it through, even for the 2nd session. so, i guess, u have the idea on what i'm trying to say.

N please, stop the mentality of/giving excuses or reasons (obviously unreasonable) of not attending school, and further your studies. you gain some, you will lose some. *mungkin sekarang susah, struggle to survive, so on and so forth, but in future, you'll never know, yes. but you can plan for it. if you want to*

moral of the story is, Education is really important.

youngsters la kan, nowadays, tahu nak maki2 je kan, adakah dgn buat mcm tu buat dia nampak cool? ;)) ala2 nigga cursing la konon? tapi English awak not so nice to hear la. get yourself an English teacher la adik. sebab tu kan elok stay in school rather than hanging and loitering around on places that you shouldn't be at and belong to. ;))

Message presented to you by Nur Ili \m/(^_<)

| Pop! |

Dengan secara tiba2nya, POP!! saya teringat life masa dekat Putra/Cyber. bila off, di bawak jalan2 ke sana sini, movies, meetballs, shoppings [eh, x cuti pun ade je activity ni semua].

the most unforgettable memory... kereta kehabisan petrol dekat tengah2 cyberjaya highway. what lah u JKP. haih.. i really missed those memories. banyak lagi kenangan yang kadang2 terngiang2 dlm kepala otak ni. n it makes me smile. [even now] ^^

what a memory. ^^

| Shut the crap, will you? ^^ |

People love to talk about others. it's just human beings.

They simply assumed, talked, thought, said everything, the fact is, they don't even know what's behind everything. That's human being.

People thought that we are always on top, by the way we live, where we live, how we live, etc. but do they ever thought that, there are ups and downs that we, as human, should face. problems, difficulties that we have to overcome.

why do they have that kind of mentality? where the hell they came from?

talk with brains, never talk with those foot of yours. Feel sorry for yourself, by behaving like it.

don't you have your own life, your own miserable life, i must say.

don't ever talk of others' as if yours is good enough to be proud of.

lets face the truth. no matter how tough our lives were, no matter how hard we had to face those challenges that seeped through our lives we should be grateful n never forget that, there's nothing else more important so as to change our future lives other than ...... [as you could guess].

for those people, come on, lets broaden up your mind, broaden the way you think, don't be such narrow minded, pathetic and 'noob'.

Love,

\m/(^_<)

| Don't be |

Dah 'kahwin' tu buat cara dah 'kahwin' ye. tak payah nak meghenyam sgt.

bila tak dilayan, mula la mulut tu mcm bertih jagung, cakap itu ini, bila dilayan sebagai kawan, mula nak amik kesempatan.

itu lah mentaliti and cara my opposite sex.

siapa kata perempuan je byk mulut, byk cakap, whatsoever. my opposite sex, lagi lah.. uggh~

Please do know your limit. don't be such pathetic.

Love,

iLi

| Where did all go wrong? |

Dear best friend.

(To whom it may concern)

We've known each other quite some times. We used to 'see' each other like everyday, every night. we used to talk about anything, everything. we used to have arguments on some silly things. we used to share interest and all. We used to 'date' every night till morning.

But now, why there is no more of that. no more of this. no more of everything.

do u still remember? no matter how hard how difficult it was for us to try to stay away from each other [that was because our gf n bf found out about how close we were], we still tried so hard to get in touch.

You are my best friend. u know that, don't u. i know, it shouldn't happen. from the beginning.

I'm just missing you so much buddy, really am.

Guess i really have to slow down. we have to slow down though i wouldn't want it to happen.

All i want u to know is that, i miss u and me as best friends.

Lots of love.

| She went missing |

:( Coffee went missing. 26hours has gone. We searched for her, everywhere, but she wasn't there. We really miss you baby.

Please come back home. sweety. :'((

saya terpaksa guna kaedah yg diajar oleh sahabat saya..

*To the person who curi our beloved baby, please return it immediately, before i use bomoh2 one to santau n kasi u muntah paku one. u better ha, before my hantu raya kidnap u oso one eh"

| Simple note from me to you |

*Saya tak nak hilang sahabat seperti kamu*

No matter how, no matter what. Kita mungkin berbeza dari segi fahaman dan pendapat (sometimes !) but i really do not want to lose such a great guy friend like you.

I may never have the greatest boyfriend (as far as i could remember "-.-), but having you as my greatest buddy is more than what i have ever wanted.

and so.. may our friendships last forever (it may sounds so cliche, but i mean it la buddy!)

Amin..

p.s. aku ni best friend yg sweet la kan \m/(^_<)

| (^_^) |

Saya dah tahu kenapa! ^^ Tapi saya tak kisah. Hehehe.. ^^

| This is how it is |

Saya takut.

| Through songs |

Saya memang suka sampaikan satu-satu message tu melalui lagu.

ok. tidak lah lagu saya ye. tapi lagu orang yang ada maksud sama dengan perasaan saya pada certain waktu tersebut.

Sangat selesa dan senang. baru la boleh layan emosi ke, sentimental ke. kan.

Setiap perincian maksud lyric tu siap dgn melodinya lagi tu. kan bergaya. ^^

bye !

| Memory |

tiba-tiba boleh pulak teringat lagu ni.

:))

p.s: saya tak tahu nak kata apa2 lagi. hanya mampu senyum :)

| Buddy |

Dulu, kamu dan dia bersahabat baik. tapi.. entah mana silapnya, kamu sudah berubah. tinggalkan dia seorang diri. Mungkin kamu sudah punya kehidupan sendiri.

Di saat kesedihannya, dia meluahkan segalanya kat saya. Dia dan saya menjadi sahabat yg sangat akrab. apa jua masalah, apa jua bahagia, apa jua kekecewaan mahupun kegelisahan.. semua dikongsi bersama.

dan sekarang, kamu muncul semula. seolah2 mahu merampas dia dari saya. merampas kebahagian pasangan sahabat.

Dia bukan kekasih saya, saya tahu dia bukan milik saya. tapi, dia sahabat saya. Sahabat terbaik.

Perasaan jealous sangat menebal. saya tak tahu siapa rampas siapa, tapi yg saya pasti, di saat kamu meninggalkan dirinya, dia datang kepada saya.

dan yang pasti saya sayang sahabat saya. sampai bila-bila dia sahabat saya. InsyaAllah.

| Here We Go ~ |

I am waiting for this moment (｡❤‿❤｡)

it should be out by Nov 18, but i think that's for American's.

whatever, whenever it is, i am so~~ going to watch this.

(｡❤‿❤｡)

*Just so you know, my background music is one of its soundtrack*

nice isn't it.

| Lapar ! ]

Craving for:

1) Meatballs [sllrrrppp~]

2) Daim Cake [makan 4 plates pun boleh!]

The other day, siap beli 1 box of this la pulak kn. Within couple of minutes dah licin dah

3) Marshmallow with chocolate syrup [chomp ! chomp ! chomp !]

4) Laksa johor [never get tired/bored of this]

5) I need Foods, n foods, n more foods

*grrolll* [bunyik perut !]

❤