:: You are LOVE ::

i love this song. i made this song as his ringtone. and so.. whenever he calls me, this song appears. but it's not this version. i use the joss stone's version.

.Love You.

❤ (✿◠‿◠) ❤

.: It's all about us :.

I don't need no fancy cars..

I don't need no diamond rings..

My baby is all i need and more..

Cause i don't need those extra thing..

It's not about you..

It's not about them..

It's all about me..

It's all about him..

:: I'm back ::

yeah~ after so loooooong~ i'm here. hahah. pretty much busy lately. but i love my new job here in Msuite Hotel.

My family is ok with my new job though from the first day, i could only go back at 7. [ byk keje la dey! pretty much important i am eh? ;D] probably is because i'm new there, so my manager kind of bullying me la. sigh. (¬_¬).in bracket (✿◠‿◠)

oh, n so is mi hombre. he's so much worried. but then he said that he rather see me working as an exec [u know.. office job~] than working as You-Know-What at You-Know-Where. he said that, this is utterly n perfectly suits me. as i look more matured n soo~ gorgeous with this attire. hahah. [that's what he said okay! am not exaggerating! prrfffttt! big hand pls~ ;D]

hopefully i won't feel bored in the future. basically, i love the job! (｡❤‿❤｡) n i love everything. hahah.

p/s: but i still love you ok darling. (✿ ♥‿♥) NO think too much prriiiss~ prohibited!(～o❤‿❤)～o

:: Time consuming! ::

ok. cepat! briefly. tak de masa nak mengarang panjang. short form je.

penat. letih. tapi suka. tapi best.

working in a new environment. i love the job! (^___^)

mcm nak cerita byk. nak buat essay lagi. tapi kejar masa ni.

anyhow.. i love you!

ok bye!

p/s: vacancy : Iron lady [hahhah. what the hell! ;D] task > to iron Ms iLi's shirts, pants, skirts, undergarment daily. [;p] contact person > Ms iLi.

:: Dream on ::

seeing my friends get married at the same age as me, sometimes makes me feel like, oh i wanna get married too mummy, prriiiissss~ does anyone out there wants to date n propose me~~? o(≧o≦)o

sigh. are u that desperate ili? hell no! (¬_¬)

well.. when i think about it over again.. naahh.. i ain't ready for that. mentally, physically. it's true, i do love kids. but i wonder, would i know how to handle my own childrens? n yeah, some says [old people, well.. for sure], once u get married n pregnant n stuff, the... the what.. alaaa.. that thing laa.. that thing will originally n automatically cme out from u. character of a mother. ha, yeah! the character of a decent mother. hahah. [poyo lah]

enough talking about this stuff! shut up!

bye. (¬_¬)

p/s: happy n glorious n wonderful (✿◠‿◠)

:: Just the three of us ::

Yesterday, mi hombre n i went out. [eh lupa something], and that little hero. [dia nak sangat ikut siap menangis2 tak nak lepaskan mi hombre masa kita org nak gerak dah, so. dgn dia tak mandi lagi, kena la tunggu dia bersiap n hangkut sekali dia]

12something dah keluar.

First thing first, went to CIMB. tapi ngek la, dia kata system offline la apa. fine fine. so, try dekat area Danga punya CIMB, sama jugak. so mi hombre kata tak pe la, pergi after 3 la mcm tu.

then terus pergi Jusco Tebrau. bawak budak kecik, sampai2 mesti la gi makan dulu kan. lepas tu baru la membeli belah. [my stuff. ;D]

Aiman sgt hyperactive esp masa brought him to Toys'R'us. kids' paradise la tu kan.

bla bla bla. Aiman dah penat sgt agknya + sleepy, then i hold him, dia pun baring kat bahu. dgn mi Hombre sorong shopping cart lagi. tp bukannya gi masuk Jusco pun. purposedly amik trolley utk bagi Aiman dduk dlm tu diam2. while i was holding aiman, sambil2 tu mi hombre suapkan Green Tea Ice Cream [dia beli, tapi bila dah rasa mcm tu, dia tak nak, n dia tahu i suka, dia bg i dgn alasan 'i nak tahu je rasanya'. bak kate aiman, rasa daun]

we noticed that few eyes were staring at us while we were in that kind of.... that keadaan la [me holding aiman yg nak tido, he suap-ing me ice cream while sorong the cart] hahaha.

n another thing, one of a photography agency bla bla, stopped us while we were trying to pass their booth. [photography exhibition], n they promoted their products n said that we could make a photography session with 'OUR' son [referring to Aiman that was holding mi hombre's hand] with a special price, special promotion that they offered.

n i was like, eh no no, he's not our son.

dah blah dpd situ, mi hombre cakap, 'cakap je la Aiman anak kita. u tu la. i diam je. u patutnya ye kan je la'

hahhaha. no no no. mmg xde shape like someone's mother pun. ;D

went home at 9 something. it was a very tiring day. but we were very happy, surely. ;D

p/s: missing.. missing.. missing..

:: Little Hero ::

sy telah melakukan kerja amal di sini ye. sy telah delete kesemua lagu2 yg ada dalam mp3 sy dan telah memasukkan semua lagu Justin Bieber. [sebenarnya bukan semua lgu JB sy tahu, tapi seorg budak kecik telah bgtahu lagu apa yg patut sy masukkan dlm mp3 sy tu.. "-.-]

baru warm-up

n now.. dia tengah menyanyi dgn gaya pelat serta dance step nya yg die claimed to be Justin's.

:: What the heck??! ::

A wig?? for dog?? what for???!

big SIGH here

(¬_¬)

:: Look what i've found!! ::

Telefon bimbit punca lelaki mati pucuk

Lelaki yang gemar menyimpan telefon bimbit di dalam poket seluar berdepan risiko kerosakan sperma termasuk mati pucuk.

Presiden Persatuan Pengguna Pulau Pinang (CAP), S.M. Mohamed Idris mendakwa, penggunaan telefon bimbit untuk tempoh yang panjang didakwa mengurangkan produktiviti sperma lelaki.

Ini berikutan hasil kajian CAP tahun lalu menunjukkan kaitan antara sperma berkualiti rendah dengan tempoh penggunaan telefon bimbit dalam sehari.

Menurut beliau, pengguna yang membuat panggilan telefon bimbit lebih daripada empat jam sehari mempunyai bilangan sperma yang paling kurang dan paling rendah kualitinya.

"Penemuan itu menyarankan bahawa berjuta-juta lelaki di dunia ini kemungkinan menghadapi kesukaran menjadi bapa kerana kerap menggunakan telefon bimbit.

"Oleh itu, penggunaan telefon bimbit secara berlebihan antara faktor yang menyumbang kepada penurunan bilangan sperma selain obesiti, merokok, tekanan, pencemaran dan bahan kimia yang mengganggu sistem hormon,"katanya kepada pemberita di sini semalam.

Mohamed Idris mendakwa, lelaki yang gemar meletakkan telefon bimbit dalam sarung yang disangkutkan pada tali pinggang atau poket seluar terdedah kepada gelombang elektromagnetik yang lebih tinggi.

Katanya, bagi wanita, mereka yang sering meletakkan telefon bimbitdalam beg sandang yang dikepit di sebelah payu dara juga boleh memberi kesan terhadap kesihatan dalaman.

Untuk itu, CAP mencadangkan supaya orang ramai lebih kerap menggunakan mod pembesar suara pada jarak 20 sentimeter dari kepala.

Source : Akhbar Kosmo, 16th Mac 2011

p/s: saya nak anak ramai~

:: karaoke session ::

last night, we had a karaoke session on skype. there's this new malay song, that i love. n i guess he loves it too. hhahah. such a catchy song. we sang a couple of songs through skype. it was more like a two-way karaoke. hahah.

1) Kalau Cinta - Aliff Aziz & Joanna [of course, he did the male part, i did the female's (✿◠‿◠)]

2) Bruno Mars - Marry you [He was so excited to sing this song to me. n yeah, i just watched n listened to him (●*∩_∩*●)]

p/s: (*^ -^*)

:: Sick Sick Sick ::

tak de la sick mana. cuma pagi tadi, at about 9 something, perut tiba2 rasa pedih. 'ok. dia datang lagi. bosan betul. kena muntah2 berak2 baru ok' [myself said]

memang tak boleh buat apa la. terpaksa bangun. macam2 rasa. kejadian ni memang dah jadi sgt common to Nur Ili. sigh. ("-.-) bosan betul.

mama tanya, semalam kakak makan apa?

makan oysters.

ha, tengok. makan oysters tak ingat mama sbb tu jadi mcm tu.

("-.-)

sy tengah sgt tak selesa ok.. dah la nak muntah, tapi tak de apa yg nak keluar, sbb my tummy was empty. tak makan apa2 the night before. mama suruh minum hot plain water ok. bukan warm lagi dah. but hot! n a piece of plain cracker. then lepas beberapa siri keluar masuk toilet, baru la terasa nak muntah.

n that time, memang muntah, tapi a green liquid! eww! dah la pahit. ok. that was cecair from my hempedu. since i didn't eat anything other than a half cup of HOT water. mcm banyak. but i could feel that myself smiled. because, that was it. so, everything dah come to an end! hahahha. selebet~ ;D

so, dah tak larat sgt, terus tertidur. ;D

n now, am here. heee ;p

:: jalan, makan, minum ::

muka kegembiraan with his fav chicken crisp

ok. itu hanya prop. makan pun cubit2 sikit2 je

soal makanan masing2 memang tak de kompromi. sigh "-.-

we both love soy bean so much. tapi terpaksa control diri. "-.-

kita kan pelancong. (*^ -^*)

:: Back ::

am back..

sebelum nak cerita pasal my trip..

dia macam tahu2 sy nak gi kl, so dgn penuh berhemahnya, my laptop mengeluarkan dinding biru di atas dada nya pada malam sebelum pergi. "-.- what the heck laaahh~ (╥_╥). dgn serta mertanya menghubungi rakanku yg sgt HEBAT dlm benda alah ni. [credit to si Pakar Dannyellaahh~! (✿◠‿◠)]

and so.. hal laptopku dah settle. weee..

am going to talk about my trip. my main intention was.. to collect my certs n settle few things. pepatah melayu cakap, 'sambil menyelam, hirup sikit air' Yiiii~ (≧◡≦)

that night, Fath was at Sunway, Aja was at BTS.. with their friends. while my bf n i,.. as what he said, 'kite kan pelancong'. parked at one place, n kita org jalan, makan, jalan, makan. sampai penat kaki. pelancong la katekan. we laughed, we talked, we walked.. we did everything together. (*^ -^*)

the next day, we went to Ikea. the long-time-no-eat-meatball session. weee.. (≧◡≦)

right after that, went to Danny's place. to pick up my smoochies baby~ (●*∩_∩*●)

dan seterusnya, balik la. pe lagi. bila dah biasa x hadap jem di merata2 tempat, rasa semak pulak jiwe dgn jem ni semua. esp for those yg drive kan. jiwe boleh kacau tahu tidak? (¬_¬)

travel malam2 memang best, sejuk n mata tak sakit kena panahan sinaran matahari. so, asek tido je keje [ditujukan kpd adik2 gumuk sy, Fath n Aja] tapi sy boleh agak tak sampai 20mins pun saya tidur. tu pun lepas 1 jam pjalanan rasanya. sebab tak nak my He drive sorang. because he wasn't feel very well. headache. so, i layan kan je dia, nyanyi2, bual2. so that dia tak la rasa sgt.

p/s: we reaaaaaallllyy had a great time walaupun masa yg ada sgt sgt singkat. tapi kite gunekan sebaik mungkin.. (●*∩_∩*●)

❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

:: Lovey Dovey ::

going to spend these 2 days holiday with my Loveys~ (✿◠‿◠)

p/s: boleh plak rasa x sihat since smlm. sigh. "-.-

:: Turn me on ::

ok. sy baru sedar, sy sebenarnya sgt sgt tertarik dgn lelaki yg pandai menyanyi.. sgt bergaye! walaupun tone x berapa nak sedap ;D

yg menguatkan lagi kesedaran sy tentang minat sy tu apabila sy menonton GLEE. hahaha

p/s: (✿ ♥‿♥)

:: sama - sama fikir ::

bila saya nak cakap, saya mesti fikir sama ada apa yg saya cakap tu boleh buat org terasa ke, kecik hati ke apa2 ke.

saya terlalu fikir apa org akan rasa dgn tindakan n percakapan saya. sampai kn kadang2 sy tak tercakap sebab takut org terasa dgn words sy

tapi sy tgk sendiri, org lain tak pernah fikir n kisah langsung sama ada sy akan terasa ke tak dgn apa yg diorang cakap kat sy. stupid sgt ke sampai tak reti tafsir sendiri?

think before u open ur foxing mouth laa. busuk. sigh.

tak boleh jg hati org, jgn harap org nak jaga hati kau.

p/s: weee~ (≧◡≦)

:: Penculikan ::

At 1 something [noon]..

♪ L is for the way u look at me~ O is for..... ♫

me : Hmm..

Him : honey.. tak bangun lagi te die~?

me : *yawn* belum lagi....

Him : i dah habis keje ni, otw nak g umah syg

me : hmm.. [separuh sedar] hmm [tibe2 mcm tersedar] ha?? ape?

Him : i nak g umah syg. lagi 5 min i sampai. bgn cepat, gosok gg, basuh muka.

me : hmm.. bye

terus bangun gi bilik air. keluar dpd bilik air, de msg dpd dia.

"Syg siap2. Biase2 je. I bwk syg kua jp"

"ihh. xmo lah. i x selesa la x mandi lagi ni"

and so, i pun buat xtahu je, i was thinking, saje la tu nak kena kn org.

so, sementara nak tunggu dia, i baca paper kat depan. few mins after, dia sampai.

him : nape x siap lagi ni, i nak ajak u teman i gi PC Fair jap ni, beli tempat mp3

me : jgn merepek la. i xmandi lagi. dgn melekit2. xmo2. no

him : bis, u expect i nak gi sendiri? cepat. x yah siap2 sgt. i pun pakai cmni je. [baju kerja]. gi salin baju n suar cepat. [yelaa.. tgh pakai baju besa n suar pndek tido kan]

dia gi cakap dgn mama nak bwk i kuar jap. sambil menghentak2 kaki jln masuk bilik salin baju.

[ye ye.. sy x mandi tapi dah bersalin2 baju n kuar]

nasib baik la nak ke sana 5mins je. but still! ughh! (⋋▂⋌)

ok. sy dgn selambanya redah PC Fair tu dgn tidak mandi, with singlet and short. + my spec. "-.-

lain kali no mcm ni lagi ok hon? humph! kejam btul. (¬_¬)

apa2 pun, rasa sweet pun ada. (✿◠‿◠) dia x bincang pape, tahu2 je dah nak culik kita kuar. ni 1st n last okeh! (●*∩_∩*●)

p/s: patut la bunyik2 perut ni, x makan lagi rupa nyaa~ (¬_¬)

:: oh Latin man ::

i found myself fall head over heals in love with oh Latin Man.. those from Spain, Latin American. (✿ ♥‿♥)

the way they present themselves. the way they talk.

their build [those yg betul2 workout la ;D], their accent. oh, i am so much in love with their accent when they try to talk in American English and end up sounds a bit of their Spanish accent. utterly sexey~! well.. ya.. for those who already knew, you know that i am so into Spanish la kan. telenovela + language bla bla.

i think, the sexiest language, accent, in the world would definitely goes to 'Spanish'. (✿ ♥‿♥)

Look at his eyes.

Look at his lips.

Look at his.. ughh! his everything!

hardly say no to this man's features

(｡♥‿♥｡)

Oh My Goodness..

(｡♥‿♥｡)

:: Memory ::

tak sangka dah 2 tahun lebih dah i've been blogging. since 2009. zaman remaja kala lagi.

zaman berhingus gi college naik RapidKL, Star LRT.. (*^ -^*) masa mula menceburkan diri dlm dunia blog ni, masa tu dah akhir2 nak habis belajar pun.

since 2009, sy cerita kan macam2 kat sini. dpd masalah belajar, masalah jiwa, masalah hati, mcm2 masalah sy cerita. mcm2 sy nak kongsi kan. purata saya post entry, 1 hari 1 cerita. so, kalau sebulan dah 30 cerita. kalau setahun... 30cerita x 12bulan = 360 cerita??! (⊙▂⊙)

itu kalau saya post 1 entry per day. ada 1 hari sy rajin post sampai 2 3 cerita. (∩▂∩)

sampai sekarang, all the entries sy x buang2 pun. masih tersimpan rapi. rasa mcm nak view balik satu persatu, tapi rasa nya tak perlu kot. sb takut nanti terlebih emosi. (*^ -^*)

yelah, mcm2 kenangan yg meliputi 5 rasa. manis, masam, tawar, masin, pahit. (｡◕‿◕｡)

semua jadi pengajaran, semua jadi kan sy lebih matang skrg ni [matang sgt lah tu, baru hal kecik jadi, dah migrain. sigh (¬_¬)]

all those memories, walaupun sy ckp sy dah lupakan, the fact is, i don't. sy boleh ingat, kalau sy nak. tp most of the time sy pilih untuk tak nak. (｡◕‿◕｡)

the truth is, sy syg kenangan2 yg sy tinggalkan masa zmn dahulu kala.

menjerit2 dgn my forever bestfriend [bob] masa nak melintas jalan sampai kan abg yg naik motor boleh toleh kejap kat kite orang. selekeh gila! (≧◡≦)

zaman stay Putrajaya/Cyberjaya sendiri. in just 3 months, macam2 benda jadi. mcm2 memories yg tak mungkin saya boleh lupa. bad + good. (｡◕‿◕｡)

no matter how bad it was. how good it was. all those memories will remain in my memory.

i love n miss each of it. (｡◕‿◕｡)

p/s: thousands of memories captured. (◕‿◕✿)

:: Thank You ::

:)

" what you give you get back "

:: Joint Venture ::

He wants to joint venture with me. [mcm poyo sgt lah ayat]

He wants to be my supplementary line.

sebab... dia kata mahal. tak larat pakai asing2. bile dia under my line, at least boleh berjimat sikit nak call or text each other, dia kata.

"-.- entah lah dia tu....

p/s: having a very bad+terrible migrain sejak akhir2 ni. "-.-

:: I Hate Men (Part II) ::

**continued**

I Hate these Men:

8) Berbual dgn kaum2 nya kuat-kuat. "Aku pakai skyline, cash. aku x reti hutang2" [kau fikir kau seorang je yg ada cerite hebat nak di bagitahu semua kat kedai mamak tu?? sigh.]

9) Confident tahu. the fact is, they know NOTHING. annoying gile! sigh.

10) Hypocrite. masa mula2 kenal, sanggup tolong angkat beras 1 guni. tolong sorong shopping cart dpd mula shopping sampai la nak balik. but lepas kahwin, trolley ke mane, org nya ke mana, sedar2 "awk, sy kat luar jap ni eh, hisap rokok". mula2 kenal, sanggup tahan diri 3 4 jam dlm supermarket xhisap2 rokok. what the heck??! sigh.

11) No table manners. come one. show some manners on the table when u're enjoying your meals please~ [tahu la tgh really2 enjoy, but hey, manners la dey. M.A.N.N.E.R.S.] sigh.

12) Pendera haiwan. hey, sy pencinta haiwan ok. nampak korg buat benda mcm tu dpn bijik mata haku, bijik mata korg haku cungkil2! pernah dgr tak cerita, perempuan mengandung dera monyet, bila dah beranak, bby dia sebijik mcm monyet. ni bukan cerita tipu! so, benda mcm ni x mustahil jd kat kau org pulak. sigh. bodoh lah dolphin hunter! gila! (◣_◢)

**to be continued**

:: I Hate Men ::

I Hate These Men :

1) tell lies to make them look so cool, NOT!

2) leave their women behind when crossing a road. [xkire la road kecik ke besar]

3) buat2 tak tahu apa kesalahan yg dah buat sampai kan kita tak de mood nak cakap, jalan, or buat apa2 lah. [kan boleh nampak n perasan sendiri bila kita dah start acting lain! xde perasaan ke nak faham n nampak perubahan tu semua??! sigh.]

4) lambat minta maaf bila dah buat salah. walaupun sikit. [jgn ingat kita diam tu maksudnya kita x perasan apa yg korg dah buat. kalau korang lambat minta maaf, n buat selamba je sampai ke mlm, x rase ke kemarahan kita makin membara2? tolong la JANGAN fikir, "alah, biar la dia cool down sikit, then baru la dtg pujuk, kalau pujuk sekarang, makin teruk je nanti". Waklu! korg buat mcm tu lagi la makin bertambah2 panas hati tahu tidak??!]

5) bangga dgn diri sendiri tak sudah2. fedup la mcm ni.

6) look down on other unrelated people. korg fikir korang dah cukup perfect dari semua segi??

7) cursing, cursing n cursing. sigh. esp towards things yang x berapa nak penting.

**to be continued**

:: Don't know what n how to say =) ::