:: dukacita ::

saya telah membeli sesuatu di Chamelon tadi.

setibanya saya di rumah, dengan penuh rasa semangat dan bangganya, saya telah membuka bungkusannya sambil diperhatikan oleh sepupu saya yang sedang melayari internet di hujung katil dua tingkat.

dengan lantangnya beliau berkata:

"tu beli nak ikat bulu mane tu??!"

sungguh dan amat mendukacitakan. T_T

apakah maksud sebenar beliau? adakah seorang puteri yang berambut pendek tidak boleh sama sekali menggunakan barang perhiasan di kepala? apakah?

di mana hak saya sebagai seorang yang berambut pendek~ saya juga ingin bergaya dengan mengikat2 dan menyepit2 rambut~

A-P-A-K-A-H~?

:: ????? ::

sometimes i can control myself

but sometimes, i can't help myself

i'm just missing you

keep my head up.

i will.

=]

:: i want this! i want this! i want this! ::

super freaking cute!

i want the pink one~!

i want it~!!

Boooo hooo hooo~ T_T

:: Roadshow ::

maxis gonna have a roadshow in 1 of a secondary school here.

tomorrow. i'll join them.

need to wake so freaking early

need to be there so darn early too.

haih~

but i'm into it. am so excited. duh.

:: Wuu Huu~ ::

got a new line o'ready!

yiii~

guess its my luck.

lucky no.

the 1st 3 digits is my old digi's num leh. hahah!

am so darn happy~

;p

:: Disappointment ::

(╥_╥) can't open a line with digi.

got outstanding~ (╥_╥)

either i have to settle up the outstanding or just forget about opening a line with 'him'

need to switch to other telco then.

ish. haih~ (╥_╥)

:: A Sun Day ::

#1. Tebrau City

#2. 'break'

#3. Harris

#4. Chicken rice shop

#5. printer's ink

#6. 'break'

#7. KFC

#8. Home

:: i should be so lucky ::

I should be so lucky, lucky, lucky, lucky

i should be so lucky in love~

:: Wuu Wuu~ ::

cannot get carried away

just follow the flow.

wuuu wuuu~

:: Lets put a little smile ::

Eighty year old virgin

One day an old lady went to the doctor because she had an itch in her crotch. She told the doctor her problem and he said, “You have the crabs.” She informed the doctor that it could not be the crabs because she was an eighty year old virgin.

:: Lets put a little smile ::

College Rule

On the first day of college, the Dean addressed the students, pointing out some of the rules:

“The female dormitory will be out-of-bounds for all male students, and the male dormitory to the female students.

Anybody caught breaking this rule will be fined $20 the first time. Anybody caught breaking this rule the second time will be fined $60. Being caught a third time will cost you $180. Are there any questions?”

Then one of the student asked, “How much for a season pass?”

:: Just got back ::

tired but it was way fun.

though main entah macam hape2, jerit2 je banyak but it was fun man.

ops! its futsal..

wuuuu~ wuuu~

then, lepak2 la dulu

weee weee~

:: So sick ::

I dah delete you n block you from everywhere.

in fact after this pun, this blog is gonna be private.

i xkan let u know anything about me, my activities lepas ni semua

so long

:: Private ::

gonna set my blog to private soon.

for those yg still nak follow me, do tell me.

u guys need my permission.

otherwise, you guys can't enter, read, see, bla bla my blog

Love..

p/s: you guys should already know where to find me

:: With you ::

another 2days with 'You'

i'm gonna change to 'him'.

ops! alah~ kantoi plak.

salah2. semula2.

i'm gonna BE with 'him'

hmm.. 1st time leh.

Transform~~!!!

From this!

To this!

:: Wuu Wuu~ ::

went back home at about 7pm

dey, went for karaoke la

then had some small party to celebrate cunie's birthday.

got cake leh. candle blowing thingy some more

9 smthing, went out again, to JCO

had bithday partiES ya'all.

my ex colleague, yudha n pak arie [love you guys~! muahh!]

11 something but the party hasn't started?? sigh?!

ya ya.. waited for birthday BOYS. boys???

while waiting for them, photos time la, what else kn? ;p

party started at about 12.

besides birthday party, it was a farewell party for me n Qela as well.

because the day that i left JCO, they havent set any farewell party for me.

n so, they arranged it last night.

owh, that night was the last night for Qela because she has resigned.

bla bla bla. speech from Pak arie for me [farewell~ farewell]

was so glad.

all Jcoers came. my my~

1 am, yudha arrived. he was all the way from KL. wuu wuu~

bla bla bla. the party was so great. had so much fun.

'flying' flour~ benda wajib. air kumbahan kitchen~

dey, i pun kena ok. chit!

the conclusion is,

THE PARTY WASN'T A GRAND PARTY,

BUT WITH JUST HAVING YOU GUYS, JCOERS, THE PARTY WENT OUT WELL, COOL, GREAT, AWESOME and SO MUCH FUN!!

IT WAS A GRAND PARTY FOR US, JCOERS~ (✿ ♥‿♥)

:: karaoke~ ::

sore throat~

karaoke-ed with my colleagues, teman tapi mesra~

had fun

singing my ass off!

at Diva's

the place was awesome.

compared to Red Box.

it's just the sound system a bit mashed out la.

but the place.. awesome man.

should make it as my hobby and routine la leh. haha

Love

:: STRESS!!! ::

lagi stress mcm nih!! stress!!!

stop dragging us into this!!

biar stress x cukup kelengkapan dpd stress ni!

can't wait to get the hell out of here!

i'm such in hell!

:: hebat! ::

adalah menjadi sangat senang untuk tidak mengetahui n tidak HINGIN nak mengetahui pape daripada mengetahuinya dan ia menyakitkan hati!

move on honey!!

uuu... can't keep my heart off of you~

muaax!

"you're so gay n you don't even like boys~ no you don't even like, no you don't even like, no you don't even like~"

:: worhtless ::

if they can't accept me at my worst, then they don't deserve me at my best.

i didn't force anyone to stay with me.

if they can't accept me, then don't ever dream of needing me in their life.

yes, i have changed.

things have made me changed

situation has made me changed

everything has made me changed.

i am new and different.

it is never too late to realize it

i can be worst but i choose not to.

i'm still rational

i'm still on the right road

i'm not like those fool bloody kids that'll ruin their own life for something that is not worth to ruin for

i'm not gonna ruin my life for something that is worthless

i'm not gonna let my tears fall down from my beautiful eyes n running down on my blushy cheek for something that is not worth crying for

never gonna let it happen

:: Whatever will be, will be ::

whatever will be, will be.

if it is going to happen, it is going to happen.

if it is meant to be that way, it is meant to be that way.

i'm still on own.

i can stand on my own feet.

i can still survive if it is going to happen.

i am always ready for it

because i don't give a shit about it

i am always ready for it

because i don't think i need it

i don't have any feelings anymore. be it angry, mad, sad n whatsoever

GLAD to know that it is happening to me

:: Pathetic ::

how jijik you are.

so pathetic.

should i put a 'super special' nickname for u?

sigh.

could you just mind your own F***ing business, bi***?

i dont give a f***ing damn if that's your F***ing hobby

well, you can have IT, s***.

it's not like i'm gonna kill myself if i dont have IT.

such a F***ing B****

:: Mama ::

What a nice feeling i had when i looked at my mother's eyes

they were shining so bright

when she came to me right after i received the "Bestari Award"

i was so happy on that day

finally, i made her proud of me

proud of what i have achieved now

We both know how i struggled, how we survived to achieve that.

i can't afford to give her anything that can be bought

but this is the only way i can do to make her smile n proud of me

this is how i can repay her for everything she has done for me

i know this is all she ever wanted from her daughters

I Love You mama~

:: The only exception ::

you're the only reason i wanna go back home early

T_T

it's not supposed to be that way

but, that is true

:: Grateful~ ::

the convocation was awesome. the dinner was great

Din expect that i'll be awarded for Bestari Award.

Am so thankful.

3 Days n 2 nights in KL, really awesome.

how i miss everything in KL.

Wish i could stay there

I saw you. i met you. yes, you. really miss you

Din expect that i'll see you, ever again.

Thanks for the wish. :)

:: Am here!!! ::

am here, in KL already!!!

yay!!!

arrived here at about 1 pm. departed at about 7.45am.

:: Sweating ::

sweating all over my body

Phew~ packing things, for tomorrow.

can't wait for tomorrow.

tired but am so excited about it.

sleepy though~

Zzzzzz

:: 1 more day ::

counting counting counting..

eh, no need to count anymore la.

1 more day left.

ish, feel so excited leh.

so, the plan goes like this.....

11th - Friday

1) reach college at about um.. noon. 12 something. settle things, pick up robe bla bla

2) afterwards, um.. spend the precious time i have with my very n only best chingu

12th - Sat

1) haigyoooh~ havent plan anything la for that afternoon before the rehearsal. um, probably la, spend n hang out my forever chingu. again~? heee

2) 3pm onwards - rehearsal for the convo at pwtc. ish.. probably have to wear that robe. haa.. i'll definitely look darn cute with that robe.. hahah (once awhile perasan, no harm leh)

3) night? um.. haven't plan anything yet. depends on the situation leh~

13th - Sun (The BIG day)

1) morning till noon - Convocation time~

2) Night - dinner n hangout with my other best friend~

weeehoooo~! darn excited!

Love.

wink!

:: WHAT A NIGHT!!!! ::

weeeehooooo~~!!

what a night. just came back from futsal.

finally, i have a new hobby.

futsal wey. hahah. world cup fever~ prrfftt~ ;p

sweating all over the place. nice feeling leh.

After that so called tournament, lol! went to 'Lambai-lambai'. nice

not to forget, shisha-ed too~ hahah!!

first time oso leh..

all happened in just a night. great~

weeehooo~~

p/s: photos will be uploaded soon

Love!

:: Hyper hyper ::

was so hyper active

by the way, so freaking excited.

going to get a new line with *tuuuut* lol

going to have a new hobby. new activity which I've never tried before

new world. everything is new.

what a blast. what a world.

Boo!

p/s: will let u guys know about my new line n hobby ya. soon~ wink! ;p

:: Part of the list ::

To you..

You know who you are.

This time, this moment.. finally, i realize.

Finally, i can, i have to face the fact.

For 3 years 1 month n 4 days i spent with you, i am so grateful

Segala susah payah, segala macam dugaan & masalah yg berlaku kat relationship kita, be it yg dtg dpd kita sendiri mahupun yang berpunca dpd org lain, kita dapat tangani tu semua.

How strong we were to survive our relationship.

But you got your own point and reason for doing this.

I realize that.

I'm sorry because i couldn't face the fact at first.

But i guess now, i just have to.

No matter how hard i try and struggle to keep moving on.

The relationship that we had for that 3 years++, the memories that we shared together, i would not, won't ever forget.

That was the best memories i have ever had with someone special.

It's true.. i just wanna make all that as the most kenangan yg terindah untuk kita

I promise to myself, i wont forget that.

Till this very moment, i do still love you.

Be good n please take good care of yourself.

Love,

Used to be yours

:: I'm strong ::

Learn to face the fact.

Learn to accept things.

Keep on striving.

Keep on holding on.

Wish will be strong till forever.

Love

:: Hopes.. we just don't care (PDA) ::

Everybody knows

but nobody really knows

p/s: I Just Don't Care

Love,

two41siz

:: Miss Independent ::

p/s: I Love You freaking much

:: Little something ::

there's something you can change to make it better.

there's something you can change to make it worst.

there's something you can never change no matter how hard you try.

there's something that you need to realize that it is not belong to you anymore.

there's something you should understand that things wont ever be the same ever again.

Love,

two41six

:: If only ::

If only i could turn back time

:: =( ::

don't want this to be ended.. swear to god

:(

:: I don't know ::

kadang2 kan, i trust org luar yang rapat dgn orang yang i rapat tu dpd i trust dia

because..

they all quite rapat, they all tahu apa yang jadi, sbb selalu lepak same la pe sume kan.

n sometimes, yes, i do think that all they said is true.

sorry to say la kan.

i know ape yang dorg cakap tu, ada some parts yang betul.

Am not stupid.

:: Messy is sexey~ ::

I always find messy is sexey~

as in where i used to stay n live, yes, they do practice that. hahah.. messy = sexy

but here, haih~ there was a night when i purposedly set my hair a bit messy but i found it sexey la as usual.. but then there was a not-so-young lady [that night was my birthday party] asked me with her sarcastic look, 'ei, x siap lagi ke?', because she saw me with my messy sexy shoulder length hair n i was like, What the~ dey mincahi, i dah siap ok, i bukan macam u yang only fikir that, siap is, set your freaking hair jadi lurus selurus lurus nya dengan terang2 nampak pakai minyak tancho 2 botol setengah sambil menampakkan bentuk kepala gondol muka tongong tu. ergh! goodness..

sekarang ni, that style is for super freaking freak la dey.

ha, one more thing, why la some people here, kalau nak wear anything, they all mesti nak match2 calour. like, 'eh xnak la beli kasut colour ni, nanti susah nak match dgn baju yang lain colour' sigh. dey, bukan ke lagi nampak kau lagi pelik kalau semua pun nak match je. sigh. bosan! why la why la why la like this.

ask la all my close friends, my boyfriend, my family, they all know la kan, mcm mana i punya baju punya color semua.

:: (✿ ♥‿♥) ::

:: La La La ::

Tick tock tick tock

am counting on my days for that 11th to come.

am so excited about everything.

its not just because i'm going to grad soon.

but more on going back to where my heart n soul are belong

:: What la what la ::

What else more la i could say, i just miss u so badly.. (╥_╥)

Why la.. why la.. (╥_╥)