^^ wonderful days & nights ^^

doesn't have to have a lot of activities. the right people + right time could make the days and nights become so wonderful, fun, enjoyable etc. ^^

i was so happy, in fact i still am happy. ^_<

i just came back. it was a great moment. to have them around me. to support me. ^_<

we spent the nights together, we had so much fun. [x lah ada activities pape, tapi, i don't know. you guys - my 2 younger sisters and shafiq - are so wonderful ^^]

TQ for being there. ^^ Thanks for the infinity support! ^_<

:: Extremely extremed ::

Masa akhir bulan lepas, mama cakap, lepas ni kakak punya bill will be extremely reduced, lower, cheaper bla bla..

tapi.. yg ku sangkakan sedemikian, tetapi yang jadinye, berlainan.. (u_u")

ok, mmg extremely... extremely increased than usual! what laa~ (u_u")

hahahah. u know what u did, didn't u, Princess Ili? ^^

as long as i'm happy. haha. kalau dah collection dept siap call n remind me to pay my bills, mmg dah melampau ni. ^_<

:: Kad gores & menang mama ::

mama suruh amik kan fon dia dalam bilik. [sy tengah mengadap laptop masa die suruh tu]

kenapa dia pegang mcm kad gores & menang?

masa dah amikkan fon dia tu, baru lah tersedar. yg tadi dia pegang tu reload card rupa nya.

(u_u") okay. talian telefon dah mencecah $300+ [exceed limit] dan bakal di bar bila-bila masa je. "-.-

[reload card = last resort bila line kena bar. so, gune back up number. masing2 ada back up number which is prepaid. sigh. (u_u")]

sila la buat pembayaran sebelum kamu nak berangkat ke luar negeri ye princess ili. (u_u")

^^ Tudung ^^

Isu pemakaian tudung. cara pemakaian. cara pergaulan si pemakai tudung, menjadi isu yg sgt hangat diperkatakan nowadays, everywhere.

masing2 punya pendapat sendiri. and so do i. ^^ but i choose not to discuss about it here as it is quite sensitive issue. silent will do. ^^

InsyaAllah one day i will.. ^^ Amin..

^^ me heart says i like u, but my head says please don't ^^

:: This one goes up to you ::

Hey there stranger, how you been
Feels like I'm standing on the outside looking in
At the mess we left behind
And it's a long way to fall
I gave you everything I had
I gave it all
And then my heart was on the line

I can't hate you
Any longer
I know I'm going to miss you
I'll forget it and let it go.

Say hello to goodbye, cause it's gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And I'll get by without you
I'm not going back again
I'm not going to lie to you
Cause, that was there and only then.

And this is how it has to be
Cause it's a deadly combination, you and me
You know it's undeniable
Even though we tried it all
We brought the worst out in each other
I recall
We can't act it anymore

What doesn't kill you
It makes you stronger
And though I'm going to miss you
I'll forget it and let you go

And even though the tears will dry
I can't completely disconnect
Couldn't make the compromise
Didn't have a safety net

Say hello to good-bye
It's gone forever
No more try, you and I
Not now, not ever
And I'll survive without you
I'm not going back again
I'm not going to lie to you
Cause, that was there and only then.

Say hello, hello
To goodbye.

:: Idioms ::

i love idioms. since forever. ^^ my mother taught me, my mother was the one who brought me into the world of idioms. ^^

Alhamdulillah.. as i grew up, i learned and knew bundles of idioms. ^^

The truth is, we do use a lot of idioms everyday, in our life, really, without realizing that we actually using it in our daily life. ^^ you should get urself into this world of idioms. it's an interesting to learn and know. ^^ go!

i love just idioms.

^^

:: ((o^_^o)) ::

oh! i am so~ much in love with the feelings i have right this moment. ^^

why la why~ ^^

my heart is jumping like 'everyday i'm shuffling!' ^^

:: That is not the way la macha ::

dgn harapan aku tertarik laa?? sigh. what the coach lah.. cara apa kau pakai ni. sigh. go kill urself lah [ya, am too much. so what? u should feel sorry for urself then!]

cara tu tak kan buat aku tertarik la, tergoda la, terpesona la, termakan la. Hell PRADA NO! bosan ah!

ni bukan zaman tamadun mesopotamia la hei.

aduhai la pun~

[i've tried to control myself of not saying all this, not to be so mean, not to be seen/judged as a half minded young woman who just burst everything she ever wanted to say without respecting other people's feeling. but then my anger rushed up to my head, i couldn't help myself. thats it!]

^^ Tummmyyy~ dear tummmyyy~ ^^

my tummy seems to be so mengada lately when he [ok, suddenly i refer it as 'he'. sigh. (u_u") couldn't accept so much foods. this thing is happening since that day. u know, 'THAT' so gucci day. sigh.

n my weight extremely dropped from 45 to 43. n he is flat, back again. yeah! hahah. [yela.. lepas dah bape lame mcm pakai bantal kat perut. T_T]

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last night myself and fath went to a bowling tournament held by my colleagues. but i didn't join them. but just for the sake of being there joining the crowd. ^^

hahahah. feels like want to upload few pictures. but then, bahaya~ ^^ no~ it's not like i've done something that out of.. you know. ihh., touchwood! no no. hahah. just save it and view it from my phone will do. ^^ weee... ^^

^^ my hearts says i like u, but my head says i don't ^^

((o^_^o))

^^ Blank ^^

bila tengah mandi ke, tengah siap2 nak g keje ke, ade je idea kat kepala otak ni nak post apa tuk next entry. tapi bila dah tercongok depan ni, fuuusshh~! sume pun hilang.

aduii pun~ (u_u")

^^ May the Best Man Wins ^^

sy suka qoute nih!

"May the best man wins"

hohooh! ^^

i'm not that stupid to spoil myself or put myself in trouble when you-know-what happened. it's true, sometimes, the feelings that lead me to do something that i should not be doing it, at all.

the more u pray, the more you'll get the strength. Day by day. InsyaAllah. ^^

it's getting better each passing day.

with the people who still care about me. who still love me. who still support me no matter how. i am so grateful & thankful. ^^

i love you guys with every beat of my heart. truly. ^^

:: Nickelback ::

haa.. mood n jiwe sy ke Nickelback's pulak. hahaha ^^ apekah? ^^

melompat2 hati ni dgr ^^ \m/(^_^)\m/

selebet lah gambar besar atas ni. gambar rambut gumpal besar tu pulak yg terang T_T

tapi mcm sgt sesuai je dgn background music ni ^^

"Nickelback - Into The Night"

:: Oh tidak! ::

sy rasa sy ada hutang seseorang!! oh no! bila nak bayar balik ni T_T

dia ingat ke? ke dia buat2 lupa? atau dia dah halal kan je?? (u_u")

oh no! walaupun dia tak berkira, [mungkin la kot, sbb dia x pernah pulak call or text mintak, dah 1 year + pun], tapi.. oh noo~!

sy mesti bayar balik! [alasan kau kan nak berkomunikasi dgn dia. hahah! ^^] no okayh!

tak langsung lah! tapi sebelum sy menghembuskan nafas terakhir, elok lah settle kan benda yg x settle kat dunia ni sementara masih ada peluang ^^

InsyaAllah. Amin.. ^^

:: limited time with limited people ::

sy nak bercuti seminggu boleh? ^^

sebab nak habiskn mase, nak jumpe nak lepas kan rindu kat all these people:

^^ my forever greatest chingu

^^ my coolest mochachewey~ ^^ [you know who you are. Wee ^^]. bukan ke kite pernah plan nak g Carls' Junior same2 few years back wey? (u_u") (u belanja me for sure)

^^ my sweet baby

^^ the one yg sgt cool melayan kerenah sy yg garang, but still could give a hand when i ask a favor. Shapiq mok mok ^^ [dulu la, skrg dh byk susut dah ^^]

^^ sape lagi. sape lagi. itu je lah. xnak ramai2 kang x ckup seminggu. ^^

bile dengar, sebak. tapi nak dengar jugak tu. siap replay lagi. adui pun kau ni ili~ (u_u")

:: =) ::

i love my background song. tiba2 dengar lagu ni, dah suka. dah download lagi. ^^

if i were a boy, i will sing this song to my special girlfriend. ^^

sendiri dengar, sendiri yg terharu n sebak ^^'

:')

hadui laah pun.. kenapa kau ni ili.. ^^

:: Conservative ::

sesungguhnya sy memang seorang yg konservatif. on certain things.

just so you know.. sy prefer pergi shopping, like real shopping daripada online shopping. di mana, sy boleh pegang2, cium2, bau2. ^^

Sy prefer baca newspaper, real newspaper dpd online newspaper. ^^

ape lagi eh..

hahah. ye ye.. sampai kan someone pernah sound sy. ^^ heee

:: okay okay okay ::

For you i'll try update this as often as i could n i would. ^^

[malas lah! tolong update kan lah!! i give u my password later on! hurmph!]

^^ Satu per satu kebenaran muncul. It's not like aku yang bersusah payah cari kebenaran tu dgn terkorek sana, terkorek sini. Tuhan maha mengetahui. so, Dia bagi hint kat aku. ^^

benda aku x terfikir langsung dah, tapi tiba2 muncul. Alhamdulillah. but i'm really fine with it. u'huhm..

by right, i already knew about it from the beginning. n sometimes it makes me wonder (even though my heart says different thing) but then again, it appears right in front of my eyes.

you want it. you got it. ^^ it's not like i would give a damn. not even a tiny bit, anymore. ^^

toodle loo~ ^^

:: Change. Changes. Changing. Changed ::