:: o(≧o≦)o ::

ok. sy amat tak boleh tengok mannequin yg ada kat shopping complex, pakai baju. of course yg male punya, rasa nak peluk! badan rasa lemah,.. (｡❤‿❤｡) baju tu automatic akan nampak sgt handsome. BAJU ok. BAJU~ HANDSOME.

dgn serta merta sy terbayangkan someone [you-know-who] wearing those clothes. badan dah la sama! ihh! mannequin-mannequin-mannequin. saya suka! (～o❤‿❤)～o

not only that, everytime sy browse online shop selling those guys' clothes, ok, terbayang again. tahu la model2 tu semua badan cantik2. rasa macam sgt sesuai n cantik bile [you-know-who] pakai. (～o❤‿❤)～o

(✿ ♥‿♥)

:: No Strings Attached ::

It's a great movie!

p/s: Si Bdn Besar (i called him) Si Degil (He called me)

:: Full of activity. Part III ::

**continued**

lepas hantar dia orang balik, baru laa dapat gi dating~ pheeww.

mula2 pergi Samsung KSL, about Love's phone punya problem bla bla.

then terus pergi Tebrau, plan nak tgk movie.

"No Strings Attached"

nice movie. banyak part kelakar, tapi macam kita org je yg gelak x berhengat.

kau orang ni hape? tak de perasaan eh?

padahal 50% penuh. bisu ape. tak de perasaan! bohsyan ya~! "-.-

lepas movie tahu pulak masing2 lapar. menggagau cari makanan. beli roti. then si Love boleh pulak ternampak sausage. ada discount lagi tu. lg menjadi2 dia amik. dah la panjang2 besar2 pulak tu. lapar punya pasal.

was so happy n glad today. still am happy. (✿◠‿◠)

saranghae.

p/s: nak ganti tidur. ok buhbye.

:: Full of activity. Part II ::

**continued**

kitaorg pun cepat balik sebab ada undangan wedding [i didn't have any freaking idea whose wedding it was. "-.-]

Fath, Aja n Aiman pun ikut. Aiman?? ye, dia nak ikut. pantang ada abg Zubair dia.

[fathin: athin dah lame x mkn nasik minyak]

padahal ms sy sampai umah, budak 2 org tu tgh tidur ok. haih~ T_T

balik umah antar budak2 ni balik, n sy tengah nak bersiap2 nak gi date ngan Si Love, tiba2 tok ngah ajak gi pasar. beli some groceries.

again.. Aiman nak ikut. [haku dah cakap, bila ada Love, cepat je dia nak ikut. alasan dia nak main 'dem' (game) kat fon Love]

kat pasar, mula2 2 kaum lelaki tu ikut, tapi dah duk bergasak dia 2 org time sy n tokngah tgh pilih cili, limau bla bla, sampai berpeluh2 ketiak Love.

at last, dia 2 org lepak kt carpark. masa nak balik, dr jauh nampak kemesraan 2 org makluk tu~~ chomel gile.

**to be continued**

:: Full of activity. Part I ::

can you just imagine this?? i went to bed at 3 something. A.M ok! n i woke up at 7.30AM?? sigh. ok. [the enthusiasm in me really helped me]

(a night before)

He : honey kalau postpone jgak tomorrow, siap eh. tahu la apa i nak buat nanti.

sigh. ok. that was the main reason la i felt soooo~ tercabar n bengang. tak! du! ne! hiyyaarrgh!

so, lepas bgn tu, siap2 la cepat2. tapi before that! 6 something [rasa nya] dgr my family yg 4 org tu bising2 kecoh pasal nak bersiap g jogging. family kuu~ x boleh nampak ke sy nak kena bgn lagi 1j lebih ni~ sila bersimpati~ "-.-

so, long story short, dia orang dah pergi, then sy cpt2 bangun nak bersiap. takut terlambat [mcm la jauh sgt tempat kau nak pergi tu Nur Ili~]

i called mother and asked father to come back home, pick me up n send me to that place.

8.40am, i reached there.. the class only started at 9.30. what the hell! gua punya la kelam kabut takut lambat. sigh. Tak.Du.Ne! hiyaarrgh dusshhh!

belum apa2 mata dah ngantuk gila! text Sugar dgn harapan dia bangun n kita boleh texting to elakkan sy lagi ngantuk. tapi dia hanya bangun n text me at 10 something. T_T

so, dia kind of 'teman' sy, spye sy x lebih mengantok. [bukan sbb sy allergy dgn ceramah, tp sy x cukup tido smlm ok! sigh..]

'ceramah' ended at 12.45. tapi at 12.15 dia dah tercongok kat situ.

ok. good. well done! thats great!

**to be continued**

:: Pets ::

family saya adalh pencinta haiwan. [selected haiwan only~]

hamsters, dah bertengkel2. berbelas2. cage dah berlambak2.

dan juga bunny. a bunny. the previous already passed away. :'(

[tak nak ingat lagi! nanti mood lari!]

and so.. mama brought Milo to a Vet yesterday. Clinic.

injection for vitamins and whatsoever la. balik je, tengok siap ada syringe la, syrup la, cream la.. sigh "-.- dah macam manusia.

mcm makin hyper je aku tgk si Milo ni lpas balik dpd clinic. lari sana, lari sini, masuk celah kerusi, pastu duduk diam bersih2 badan, pastu lari lagi. penat la nak kejar, Milo darling~

dia mmg suka lepak mcm ni lepas dh penat terlompat2

First cage

Second cage

Third Cage

Fourth Cage

*baru lepas snap gambar ni masa mama n aja tengah bersihkan all those cages tadi

p/s: lapar. tapi lauk pauk dah habis~ T_T

:: Smiling n laughing ::

saya pernah cerita pasal DamnYou website kan?

skrg saya kat section lain pulak. which is WrongNumberText. tapi still website yg sama.

freaking hilarious. serabai je!

dah la salah sent, blh pulak org yg received tu gi layan. lagi la kelakar. hahah

tiba2 t'ingin pulak saya nak buat macam tu kat org yg salah send kt my nuumber. hahah ;p

it's a perfect website kalau tgh xde mood, tgh marah ke, sedih ke, kecewa ke. ;D

it could make u laugh and smile as wide as u ever did. ;D

:: DamnYou ::

DamnYou is the only place that could make me laugh when i'm not really in the mood for anything.

i could just smile n laugh all by myself by reading those things.

Thank You. you've been really helpful to me.

am still not sleepy. yet i don't know what else to do other than browsing and reading DamnYou

p/s: ...........

:: Stop cursing, girl n go get yourself a teacher ::

i went to several FB profiles. tengah tak de kerja kan. then i spotted one of this profile. Miss XYZ [bukan nama sebenar]. sebenarnya, i bukan kenal pun that girl. gambar dia macam menarik. yela, with that sexy black dress. with the make up. long black shiny hair.

i rasa dia mesti dalam club ke hape kan, yela, sebab sekeliling nya macam gelap. n i was like.. uuuu~

since i bukan la kawan dia. so i memang tak dapat tengok apa2 la selain dpd gambar die yg macam hot sgt. so, tiba2 i ternampak karangan panjang dalam profile dia tu. dalam bahagian 'About Me'... here it goes..

"Call me XYZ for short .4 fisrt mybe u will judge me anytink u wan it...but if u nOe me mOre then my bby...i will be caring Of u n loving u as i can!share wif me nytink u wan it Oke?isure im a best gf!haha

Call me XYZ for short . I am not interested with anyone right now n mybe i already OWNED!! Wanna talk shit about me ? Face your own self first , Fucker ! Don-t judge me if you don-t know me well , Do mind your own fucking life or just go get some life ! Don-t be too busybody with my life L-O-L . I will reply your fucking comments if i want it . I will comment your picture if i want it . Don-t like me ? I won-t give any fucking care about you shit ! Middle finger for you * Thanks for everything .May god blessed you!"

hahah. ye, saya copy ini semua dpd page dia. mmg dia ada mention ' Don-t judge me if you don-t know me well , Do mind your own fucking life or just go get some life ! Don-t be too busybody with my life' but, i couldn't help myself laa.. can u see her english? her grammar. her languange.

saya bukan nak menghina dia atau siapa2. saya pun bukan la master in english sgt. tapi, in 2nd para, you can see, apa yang dia tahu hanyalah cursing cursing n cursing. nak curse pun kalau bahasa dia guna, sedap, ok la jugak kn. nampak jugak cool. ni tak.

it makes her look pathetic. dah la english *tuuuuut*. ada hati nak curse. adakah dia nampak sgt cool bila gunakan that F word??

n ya, utk membezakan ni, there's this blog. which is my old friend's. i really love her english. she has such a good english. walaupun dia maki hamun ke pe, ade la jugak that F word n ayat2 yang not really good to read or hear. but, man.. her english is marvelous. it shows that eventhough she's cursing, tp cara dia curse macam sgt high class punya. tersusun je. betul2 gaya Missy Elliot punya style of cursing.

so, conclusion here is.. kalau u fikir u curse tu dah nampak mcm sgt cool, ala2 P.Diddy's style with that english. you got it all wrong baby~ that's definitely wont look cool if you don't improve your normal english without that F-whatever words.

kesian la orang macam ni. dia cantik. dia ada style. bergaya. quite hot. can she just get herself a teacher? or could anybody help her? before die humiliate herself lagi n lagi n lagi.

another conclusion is.. saya sebenarnya x berapa suka org maki hamun x tentu pasal ni. nak2 kalau nak maki2 in english, tp english berkurap2. ihh. mcm malu sgt lah. kalau dia nak bg intro about themselves in english ke, wpun english not so good, at least, we can accept it kan. they're trying, learning. so, it is acceptable la kan..

p/s: Mr. Honey x percaya saya baru lepas buat sit-up. haha

:: She has it tooo~~~ ??!! ::

My mother...

she has fb acc. *koff* TWO fb acc guys.. squeeszzee me~

she has blog as well. BIG *KOFF* what??! u kidding me??

sigh. ok. am not. she has them. hahha. cute isn't she? hhahaha.

SarangHae Mama. (◡‿◡✿)

ape?? awak mentiru saya, Puan mama? haih laaa~ (¬_¬)

p/s: bukan ke skrg patut tidur?? tapi kenape perut bercakap2?? (-'_'-)

:: This Night ::

went out with sweet darling after had our dinner at home. at about 8 something.

went to Coffee Bean, had some drinks, talks. went back home at 11 something, i guess.

balik je, tiba2 depan pintu nampak Fath n aja were doing some painting, sticking, cutting. everything is everywhere. the styroform, the straws.. n i was like, what in the world they were doing??? owh, it's Farra's school project. so, i macam berminat, n i pun join. weeee~ my part is painting.

this is my part

can you see the teamwork?? can u feel it? can u smell it?

at 2 something, baru semua siap.

and the result....

heheheh.. idk what you guys nak cakap, but hey, it is the teamwork that counts. and we made this with full of love.

Love you Farra, we made this for you with all of our heart.

(✿◠‿◠)

p/s: more pics of our teamwork on fb (*^ -^*)

:: Yes ::

the most good quality in him:

he don't curse, use bad words, swear, to people or anything in facebook to REAL-LY curse them.

fullstops.

:: A sweet warning ::

He : sementara u tak buat apa2 ni, i nak u settle kan your driving license yang dah tertangguh for few months ni. ok? nanti turn u pulak hantar n amik i keje. sweet nye. lg sweet kalau u hantar makanan kat i.

[sambil buat muka habis sweet la tu, rasa nak tepuk je muka dia ni. geram! Grrrr~! o(≧o≦)o]

Me : banyak la. No No No n No. Grrr~!

ok. memang plan nak settle kan cepat2 pun. ni la masa nye. dia pun dah dgn sekerasnya warn. [tahu goyang?? ;D tak pun, ok.] so, sy target sebulan dah settle. hopefully.

next class would be on this coming Sat.

p/s: Heartache!

:: Damn You ::

hhahah. Click on Damn You if you wanna know what's up with that.

My bf had experienced this before with the Ip. well of course, most of the troubles came from Iphone. hahaha.

he didn't even realized what he just text and sent. [until i asked him to view n read it back] and it made me so freaking mad. hahah. [the fact that i was LMAO, but pretended that i was so ANGRY! ahahah]

it was all because of the Auto-correct thing. hahahh. poor darling.

we were just laughing our throats off whenever it came across.

DAMNYOUAUTOCORRECT

p/s: still reading and still laughing.

:: flowers ::

i love flowers ok.

the most that i like would be, SUNFLOWERS. weeeehooo~

i love flowers that have this kind of petals

they look so grrrr~

i once received a bouquet of this sunflowers. wow, they were amazingly gorgeous.

when you look at them, you can't help yourself from smiling and you can feel that they're smiling back at you. how great feelings i had when i hold them.

Gerbera a.k.a Daisy

Gerbera

p/s: you are my sunflower

:: Friend requests ::

who the hell are you? where on earth did you come from?

do i know you? oh, that's not the Q. here it goes, Do you REALLY, like, really really know me?

come on man. doesn't mean that we have 2 common friends, i can just simply accept your request. talk to my ring~ duh!

accepting people's requests just to make you feel so~ oh-i-am-so-famous-i have-a-lot-of-friends.

sigh. seriously dude, i don't think so. you add me, then it goes like, 'thanks approve' thingy. and then gone with the wind. sigh. what laa..

i only accept people whom i really hell know. like, really friends. F-R-I-E-N-D-S.

i don't just simply accept them just to load up my friends list. sigh. "-.-

This isn't MYSPACE ya'all. the Myspace era has already gone n flewn away~

p/s: bahaya duduk rumah : 10Pounds of weight would say 'welcome baby' to you.

:: got no freedom of expressing own feelings ::

:: Go get ready for the test you young woman! ::

it has been delayed for like, ages! what else you waiting for. go get ready for it!

you have nothing else to do now. you are totally free.

go n settle up all the delayed stuff!

ok. i have registered for it since, few months ago. i know. "-.-

now i guess i really need to concentrate more on it.

my bf is going to pick me up n send me over to that place.

eh, didn't u supposed to wake me up this morning darling?? but i was the one who called u? sigh.

he : get up honey. wash ur face, call that fellow and book for the test. bla bla bla [conversation between Mr Bf n Ms Gf]

me : hmmm. ye laa. i know. can i just take a nap first for about few more minutes, then afterwards i'll call them? huarrgggghhh~ "-.-

he : honey~ get up. now. bla bla bla [planning on how he's going to pick me up, when, bla bla]

me : okaaayyy.. i'll call them. buhbye.

he : but hey, go read some ok?

me : bye.

ok. he's going to pick me up at 3. i was supposed to prepare for it. but what did i do? fb. blog. research. ;D

ok buhbye.

p/s: sakit perut kejap2 ni yang bencih!

:: SGs vs SGsII ::

The front

from left : SGs & SGsII

The back

from left : SGs & SGsII

p/s: am i hesitating? (¬_¬)

:: where is the TO-GE-THER-NESS?? sigh T_T ::

didn't we supposed to buy it together Mr deary?

sigh. ok. fair enough. u bought it first. n i'm going to buy it soon. very much soon.

what nonsense am i talking about la macha? (¬_¬)

it is the ultimate super Samsung G s. (¬‿¬)

i was the one who wanted it so badly, at first place. but i didn't manage to buy it earlier. for some reasons, well squeeeeze me. (¬_¬)

n now.. he already has it. what the chick la kan. fine n fine n fine. sigh.

due to my jealousy, i've planned to buy an Ip4 instead. [to put a tinge of jealousy in him bcause i have the, what they call? a cool trend. for having the cool gadget/device in the world]

but then, after quite few days been doing some researches. this n that. the pros, the cons. naaahhh..

i think i better stick to my original plan. to the one i've long~ intended to buy. since the first day it launched.

no matter how cool is the Ip4, how trendy it is, how classy it is, how tough it is, how expensive it is, my heart is still with SGs. couldn't resist the feelings.

i still want it so badly. i am so~ gonna have it. perhaps because of its soo cool apps. the OS. n the functions. although it is said that the SG II is going to be released approx in 2011, Q1. but.. who cares? [ok. am in the first phase of hesitating "-.-]

ok. wait till i'm back with it. (≧◡≦)

p/s: cuti yg saaaaaangaaaat panjang.

:: Mission oh Mission ::

my another mission..

gain a few more pounds in a healthy way. hohohoho! (≧◡≦)

so, lets pump it up! (≧◡≦)

p/s: miss it. when. when. when.

:: A day without you ::

♥ A day without you is like a year without rain ♥

(✿◠‿◠)

:: To in-a-relationship people ::

now now. i nak share with you guys something about being in-a-relationship.

based on my own experience. be it my ownself or people around me.

bile misunderstanding wujud, shuuwa2, shubidu.. duwoopp2 [tgh perang mulut], then masing2 pun buat hal masing2. mula la mcm nak tak nak layan la ape semua.

he : dah mkn?

she : blm.

he : knp x makan lagi?

she : xlapar.

he : ok.

then bila dah lame2 masing2 respond camtu, pekung didada semua terserlah.

he : sy layan awk cmni sbb sy nak tgk awk syg sy tak. awk cr sy tak.

sigh. what laa.

ok. mcm ni. actually, that is absolutely not the right way la tuk kenal pasti si cinta hati syg kat awk2 semua ke tak. no no no. kennot~

bg sy la kan, nak2 sy jenis ego sgt kematu n tebal, sy x suka kaedah itu. ihh. mmg turn off la jwbnye nanti. lagi org buat mcm tu, lagi tu la sy buat extra kat dia. hahahah!

tp kalau org baik ngn saya, double extra jugak la sy bg. (◠‿◠)

temanye disini, once you put a shit on me, i will be much more happy to give tonnes of it. (◕‿-)

so.. sy rasa, elok tak payah buat mcm tu la ok? sebab nanti tak pergi mane pun. end up both parties bengang n sakit hati n mule la ade segale dendam kesumat.

bila sorang dah mengaku salah n berlembut hati, automatically, the other party pun akan act the same jgak. so, fair n square. aman pun aman. bahagia, tak payah cakap la

p/s: deciding......

:: usaha! ::

bila saya nak kan sesuatu, saya akan berusaha ke arah itu. saya akan buat segala macam sampai lah benda itu menjadi milik saya.

dan apabila saya dah memilikinya, saya akan letak kedua2 tangan sy di pinggang, sambil pandang ke langit, dan tersengih2.

so, mcm tu lah ianya akan berlaku, not so soon. heee~ i've made my decision.

p/s: kejelitaan adalah hak milik setiap insan

:: Just so you know ::

On the day Alexander Graham Bell was buried, the entire US telephone system was shut down for 1 minute in tribute

p/s: waaaaahhhhh~

:: still thinking ::

ok. still have time. i just need to think wisely. make a right decision.

phheeeww~ never thought it would be as hard as it is.

what laa... "-.-

:: Again?? ::

been treated like a jerk. back to back? sigh. what an ass.

bersyukur la gua dah tak layan lelaki sepah2. kang gua buat lagi seksa korg nanti kang.

what goes around comes around. and what you did to people, you will definitely get it back.

i'm cool, i'm fine. i don't give a xucking damn.

u give shit, u'll get shit. trust me.

as long as i know what i want, i do what i want, i'm happy with it, then i don't give a xucking damn of any single shit of it.

p/s: will continue a verrryyy~ looooonngg important discussion with chingu. (✿◠‿◠)

:: Poruche. Poruche. Poruche.

poruche! poruche! poruche!

ok. so freaking excited bout it. had a long discussion with chingu bout it.

n so, i've made the decision.

ok. i dont feel sleepy yet. this is absolutely because of it. what la. i couldnt hide my excitement.

Soon. Soon to be.

p/s: poruche. poruche. poruche

:: (-'_'-) ::

for some reasons, i missed all the things i've left in KL.

so many things. so many things. so much memories.

i wish i'm strong. how i wish.

things will never be the same again.

i miss my 'chingu'es so much. i miss them. a lot. tonnes.

i don't have anybody here. [except for my family]

i miss those memories. be it the good n the bad.

it is just so freaking hurt of missing all those memories every single day.

p/s: strength.

:: something to be learnt ::

with so many things came across my days, i realized something. i learnt something.

while they are here, appreciate them. love them. showers them with happiness n loves.

appreciate every single thing they did for us.

i believes in karma. what u give, sooner or later, u'll get back. probably in diff form.

because once they're gone, nothing else we could do to turn back the time that has passed.

i'm trying to better myself. to change things that may look terrible, ugly, bad to some people.

i'm growing older.

p/s: mcm mana ni, bila cuti je asek teringat foods.

:: Black & White ::

A black man walks to a bar.

white man: Colored people are not allowed in here.

black man: when i'm born i'm black; when i'm cold i'm black; when i'm sick i'm black and when i'm dead i'm black! but when you're born you're pink; when you're cold you're blue; when you're sick you're green and when you're dead you're purple! yet you have the nerve to call me colored?!

:: Everyday is a Love Day ::

Specially dedicate this to my special Lovely & Eternally ❤ and soul.

Everyday is a wrestling day. Everyday is a mad day. Everyday is a crazy day.

and Everyday is a Love day for us.

(✿ ♥‿♥)

Love,

Nur Ili

(a sweet n special name u gave)

:: who would have known ::

X n Q. so much differences.

who would have known.

p/s: still.. who would have known

:: (✿♥‿♥) ::

specially dedicate this special song, melody, n lyric to that special someone

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

[ok. i hardly like this kind of song. sigh "-.-. but hey, i love this!]

actually, this song sy ada t'dgr masa sy gatal tangan cari radio punya channel, then t'tarik dgn lyric dia. so, sy pun lip-sync lagu ni kat dia [pdahal lyric mmg xtahu, tp kalau dah lyric tu asek ulang2 kan, for sure boleh ikut cket2.] yg dia senyum je dgr.

ok. sy suka nyanyi, buat telinga dia kebas dan berdesing dgn nyanyian sy. so what!

p/s: thank god i finally found u (^-^)

:: (✿♥‿♥) ::

V day is just around the corner.

the mood is already here.

suddenly, this song came out of nowhere.. but i must admit that this song is so sweet n lovely.

well.,. i could feel the spark. n i feel so much LOVE (✿♥‿♥)

Love u.

Love,

Me

p/s: (✿◠‿◠)

:: (✿♥‿♥) your body is wonderland~ ::

:: unforgettable days n nights ::

i've spent my public holidays with them. as i told earlier.

n yes, i was so happy. (✿◠‿◠)

really glad n thank you for made it so special. way special than i've ever imagined.

i love you guys damn much.

those 3 days n 2 nights sure would be the very unforgettable holidays.

p/s: wish i don't have to go back.

:: can somebody help me out?? ::

ok. i haven't pack things up.

which pants. which shorts. which shirts. which panties. which bras.

mak is preparing foods~ foods~ yay!

ok. i heard my sister said she wants to start packing. sigh. can u help me on that darling?

eh, and so.. the list~ ohhhoiii.. the list~ LIII~SSSSSTTT~

one) KitKat [checked]

two) Snips [checked]

three) Honey roasted almond [checked]

four) Curry Maggi [checked]

five) Cadbury choc coated biscuit [checked]

six) Cadbury so-like-ferrero-rocher chocolate

ok. done. everything seems in place! ready to go!

p/s: as if i care?