somehow, some days, we should all be thankful

as i was having my breakfast with Hh and Ae, my mind lingered on some things. few things.

about what F has been through throughout her life, how Q been going through. their childhood. what i, my parents, my sisters have been through. 

some may get so lucky to have everything that everyone else has been dreaming for. 

financial wise, family bonding. we all struggled in our own ways. and we all managed to get through it

anyhow, it is how we choose to act to it. how we want it to be. how we control the situation. 

yes, sometimes it came up blank. blur.

but as long as the bond between our circle of loved ones is strong, we could face it, we would be strong.

i am very much thankful the bond between my sisters and i is still strong. Alhamdulillah. In shaa Allah it will stay that way. this kind of relationship that we hold onto. 

xoxo

T's Graduation at home (sebak ke happy ni??)

 School admin announced that the graduation will take place at students' home from 14th-18th. meaning that sch representative will come our home to pass whatever scroll, certs, etc. haihh.. entah ek. perasaan dia mcm bercampur baur. happy ke x happy ke atau mcm mana ni. nak kata happy, mcm sedih, nak kata sedih, pun macam happy. ke sebak ni? haaiiihhh.. sayuuuuunyaaaa hati ni..

a year ago, ada sch graduation day for K3 (6yrs old student Year 2019), T buat persembahan. comel nya dia masa tu. time tu dah sebak meleleh2 air mata kat bawah tgk dia received Maths award. so, masa tu dah bayang lah, bila dia nak grad utk K3 this year 2020, mesti akan nangis punya lah. sebab terharu ke apa lah. tapi, tak kesampaian sbb sekarang pun mcm ni (Covid-19) keadaan pun x mengizinkan nak ada proper grad ceremony. 

entah ek. hati masih terbuku. ada seketul batu kt salur pernafasan dr atas sampai ke tgh dada. tgh taip ni pun, mata tgh bergenang. i'm writing this, as part of our memories. mungkin lg 2 3 tahun ter scroll post ni, mesti dpt flashback semula apa yg jadi.

xoxo