Friday, December 31, 2010

:: New Year + New life + New Love::

Thanks to those who hated me, they made me a STRONGER person!

Thanks to those who LOVED me, they made MY HEART BIGGER!

Thanks to those who were worried about me, they let me know that they actually cared.

Thanks to those who left me, they made me realize that nothing lasts forever!

Thanks to those who entered my life. they made me who i am today.

Want to thank all of you for being there in my life whatever i might have meant to you.

Love,
iLi

:: shop till you drop ::


did u remember this jumpsuits that i really wanted so bad i have mentioned before?

they have restocked it. i have ordered it. n already received it.

u know.. on the day i received it

i was on my way to a cafe nearby. for lunch break with my colleague. i saw this Pos Laju van pulled over in front of the office. i was already 3 shops away from the office. as i saw the Pos Laju guy holding a parcel n entered the office , i quickly ran back to the office. haha.

ok. i signed the consignment slip. i was so excited about it.

i told HIM.

u know what did he say?? 'Put it in your bag. Go have ur lunch. NOW.'

sigh. didn't he see my glowing face?? "-.- you ruined my mood. [not really actually (>_<)]

ok.

it's already 8 something. everything has done. i took out the parcel from my bag. i teared it. n tarrraaahh~~

it-is-in-my-hand~ wooooooo~! [sounds of glory]

ok. everything seems nice. perfect.

ok. then i received an fb notification. they have restocked another item.

again. i told him. n u know what did he reply back?

'arh. enough. i said enough. you've been addicted to online shopping don't u?'

'but this one.. it is quite cheap. the other day i saw something similar to this at one of the shopping complex, they sell it at about 80 something. u see.. wow~ what a bargain', while pointing to the laptop's screen showing the clothes with a big n excited smile on my face.

'ha yeah laa. yeah laa.. buy it. buy it. order it now la'

i smelt a tinge of sarcastic.

arh. do i look like i care? he he

ok. am i a shopaholic now?

some say i am. sigh "-.-

p/s: planning on my own vacation.



:: Starving ::


ok, am starving.

tapi.. tunggu mak habis masak.

sementara tu, ternampak 'Badam Rangup Bersalut Dengan Susu Coklat' duduk dgn megahnya di atas printer, so i grabbed it.

penuh lagi 1 kotak. ok. amik 1, bukak bungkusan. kunyah2. telan. habis. amik lagi 1, bukak bungkusan. kunyah2. telan. habis. begitula seterusnya sampai macam dah bersepah sgt atas meja ni ngan bungkusan color gold.

ok. sy baru perasan. sy sebenarnya lapar. tahap kelaparan sy sampaikan sy x sedar my tummy almost full ngan chochet ni.

adakah sy telah menjadikan chochet ni macam nasi??

org ada cakap, sy makan chochet mcm sy makan nasik?? betul te~?

tidak..

sila ampunkan sy mother. sy telah habiskan chochet awk tanpa sy sedari. nanti kita beli lagi ok!
pilihan awk sesungguhnya sgt hebat! sila berkahwin dgn sy.

ok buhbye!

p/s: wpun sudah setengah tahun, tapi masih menaruh harapan untuk memiliki Galaxy S. fullstops. ok buhbye.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

:: sick n tired ::

i am so sick with this situation..

sampai bila ni.. :((

penat sangat2.. :((

i don't know till when

i'm scared that i can't take it anymore..

(-'_'-)

p/s: stay. hopefully it'll never change.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

:: talk talk with mother ::


last night, we [me, mother, aja, fath] had a little chat about something sambil makan maggi beramai2..

bla bla bla.. bla bla bla. sok sek sok sek.. bla.. shuwaaa shuuu~

me : ili tak nak kawin laa.. sape kate ili nak kawin

mother : bagus. tak yah kawin.

me : sy nak kawen dgn awak [sambil pointing to mother]

mother : tak nok~ ye nak kawen ngan ye.. [pointing to fath]

fath : ihh. ape nih?

me: mana boleh. nak kawen jgak! psst psst~ muaah muaah~ wink wink (^_^) [flying kiss]

mother : tak nokk~! prrfffttt~

[that is our cute mother. (^^,) with her tembam cheek. hari2 kena cubit. hari2 kena cium kuat2. pastu kena tepuk muka ngan dia. haih~ "-.-]

p/s: ok. perut kenyang. hati senang.

:: you will always be ::


you will always be my best chingu, no matter what

you will always be you.

i will always be your friend. no one can change this.

4 years of friendships.. i won't let anything or anyone ruin this friendship.

be it your girlfriend, my boyfriend, your fiance, my fiance, your wife, my husband.

we went through a lot of things.. the sadness, the happiness, the exciteness.

but we are still here..

i am still your chingu no matter what.

you are just like my brothers.

i love you chingus..

p/s: tgh cari seluar yg macam dah berabad x jumpe n x pakai. hilang tanpe dpt dikesan. mesti dah x muat. "-.-

:: Hunky honey bunny baby ::


Last sunday, we went to the new shopping complex in town. [bigger than the other shopping complexes they have here in JB, i must say]

he picked me up at about 3 something.

hunky : nak pegi KCL eh? [he asked me, as we keluar daripada kawasan rumah]
me : KLS la..

as we arrived there.. there's a BIG SIGN with a BIG 'K-S-L'.
and we both laughed our ass off. haha

yg sorg confident KCL, yg lagi sorang KLS. siap kena sound 'nak jugak de "KL" ye dear'.
haih~ what laa.. "-.-

ok. enough with that. kelakar keh. "-.-

first thing first.. makan dulu la. then baru la boleh jalan2.

ok. i bought a high waist pants. well, he bought it for me, to be exact.

the story goes like this....

as he went to the gents, i was 'sight-seeing', 'window shopping' [x jugak window, masuk jugak dlm kedai2 tu semua. siap belek2 lagi] went to one shop to another.

then i spotted a boutique with a nice tops n bottoms. ok. sila masuk nur ili.

♬ 'i don't need a parachute. baby if i've got you~ ♬

me : e'oh?

hunky : where u?

me : i'm in a boutique. where u?

hunky : i'm at the centre bla bla bla

me : ok ok. i can see u. turn around.

[dah nampak. still x hang up lagi tu. bual2 lagi sampai la dah betul2 tercongok depan mate. haih~ org tu byk duit kan nak bayar bill selambak tiap2 bulan]

i told him, i found this hot high waist pants. i tried the pants earlier. n he asked me to try it again n let him see.

as i wore it..

hunky : wow dear.. u look so beautiful in this pants. u do.. [senyum2. ok. u made my heart melt with that smile n ur compliment (◡‿◡✿)]

me : but not now la dear k. bcz i don't have cash in my pocket. i havent withdraw yet.

hunky : no no. u better take it now. i ada. ok babe?

me : hmm.. but.. i.. u know..

hunky : hun.. take it. i said, just take it. why don't u get a set for that. the blouse as well. ihh.. u look so stunning laa.

bla bla bla.

finally, he bought me that with a blouse [kot namenye]

lame gile ok kite dalam kedai tu. penat dah pakai bukak pakai bukak baju seluar semua.

pheww~

p/s: thanks for being a great company. a great punching bag. a great listener. a great great ever.. fullstops. ok buhbye.

Monday, December 27, 2010

:: what a nice day ::


was so hectic today..

Alhamdulillah. praise to god. rezeki melimpah-limpah. sales memberangsangkan.

sgt hectic n packed dgn customers.

tapi sy masih mampu tersenyum sehingga la ke petang. (*^ -^*)

sehingga dipuji oleh my customers.

1) dipuji oleh foreign customer n his local friend who wanted to terminate the bband service. he said that he was so happy being attended by me because i didnt stop smiling from the moment i called his number until everything's done. they compared me with the agent in city centre.

now now.. i can't really stop smiling

2) local indian doctor. a couple. around 50s of age. he wanted to terminate again. but then he had so may questions. but i tried to solve and answered him politely one by one. i settled it up 1 by 1. though there were some of the things i wasnt sure. i asked my senior.

from the termination of the broadband to the replacement of his phone's simcard and to the questions regarding the phones' package bla bla.

all settled and answered by me. he was so happy with my service.

hee (≧◡≦) dia puji melambung2 and said that i am such a good staff. 'i should tell to ur boss about ur good service'.. he said i was so polite and bla bla bla.. ihh~ malu~ (≧◡≦)

i am so proud to be me.. (✿◠‿◠)

my dear lovely customers.. i love you guys~ i will give you guys a very super good service and better my communication skills.

i will give you guys a better service.. as good as i could. i promise. (✿◠‿◠)

p/s: you're one of the reasons why i am so happy, glad n bla bla (✿◠‿◠)

:: haih la awak~ ::


saya marah. saya buat muka serta gaya muka marah.

awak cakap, 'cam mane? cam mane?' smbil tersengih2 ngendap2 muka saya???

awak! saya marah. ok!

macam mana nak marah setiap kali awak buat macam tu! priss ok awak.

saya marah nih. haa.. (⋋▂⋌)

p/s: kami kuat makan sehingga dpd 6, awak terus jadi 2 pax! dan saya tetap 1 pax. ok buhbye. (❤◠‿◠)



:: Hunny Bunny ::

Thanks for everything..

thanks for this special day out.

[bukan ke ni dah mmg acara harian/mingguan~? "-.- tetap rasa special jugak. dey! it's my blog. it's my say. you sharrap! fullstops. ok buhbye.]

am so happy and glad.

we talk. we eat. we walk. we shop. we laugh.

we are we.

you are me.

i am you.

(✿◠‿◠)

p/s: still don't care what they will n going to say..

Saturday, December 25, 2010

:: The original + the cover version ::


Ordinary People.

such a B.E.A.U tiful song

well.. i just love both of them (✿◠‿◠)





p/s: lapar

:: You step up i'll step up too ::

you dried my eyes n brought me back to laughter

❤ boy.. no matter what we go through
you step up i'll step up too
it don't matter what the haters say as long as you are my boo ❤

❤ no matter how hard it gets
this love will have no regrets ❤

❤ you'll never get wet cause i'll be your umbrella
and we can make it through any kind of weather
if you step up, i'll step up
boy, cause i'm trying to be with you forever ❤

p/s: dancing mode

:: opss! i just can't stop ::


bila saya dah start mengunyah. saya x pandai nak berhenti mengunyah.

awak redha dan berserah je sebab awak kata awak 'xi huan' saya.

ok.

awak pun dah immune dengan perangai saya ;D

bila saya dah start dengar lagu yang saya tahu walaupun 2 perkataan esp part chorus, saya dah jadi macam addict n start searching for songs yang saya tahu dan bermulalah acara meniru gaya serta lenggok2 nyanyian penyanyi-penyanyi tersebut.

hari-hari awak dengar dendangan lagu saya sambil tersenyum-senyum tapi ada ketika saya tak tahu lyric nye, awak buat special signal tu. dan awak ketawa-ketawa sambil tarik hidung saya.

awak sabar dengar nyanyian saya yg lari tune lari pitch semua. agaknya kalau awak dapat sumbat gam gajah dalam telinga, mesti awak buat kan? ;D

owh tapi kadang-kadang2 bila ada part yang awak tahu, awak pun join sekali ok. ihh.. semua pun lari, tune pitch melody. tapi ada part yang awak tahu sikit, then yang lain semua awak hentam, bihtu, tiba lah masa saya tuk buat signal tu pulak. ;D

tapi lagi best, bila part duet yang kita tahu, mula la masing2 tunjukkan kehebatan masing2 sampai terbatuk-batuk.

(*^ -^*)

p/s: and i don't care what they say.......... thankful i am. (✿◠‿◠)


Friday, December 24, 2010

:: Night out with lovelies ::


went out to Banafe Village [well, that was my first time ok. after almost a year lives in JB] with him, umi [an old friend of mine. alaa.. when we both joined d NS few years back. she came down to JB to buy some things for their 'Hantaran'], her future hubby n her future brother in law.

umi told me that she's getting married next year.. ok. am so excited about it. most of my friends are getting married.

haha. now now... u're wondering la kan when is my turn. haha. long way to go~. in fact, guess am not ready yet to hold that so very huge responsibilities.. ;p

arh. i have to stop typing now. it's getting so late.

fullstops. ok buhbye.

p/s: can i walk with you? (^^,)



Thursday, December 23, 2010

:: HE HE HE ::

He is...

❣ Tall [i have to raise up my head n eyes [sikit laa.. waahh.. x ngaku pulak tu] whenever i want to talk to him or just wanna look at him.
well, it is not because i'm short. but he is just a normal man with that height. (>_<) ]

❣ Fit [neither fat nor skinny]


[alah.. over exaggerate plak..]

❣ Smart [in terms of that SMART. not that smart-looking bla bla eventhough he is]

❣ Sweet like chocolate [we both love chocolates so bad laa]

[enough. x nak list kan banyak-banyak. ok buhbye.(^_^)]

p/s: berkabung mode. T_T [line kena bar, hello~]


:: Barred ::

"We're sorry. you maxis mobile service has been interrupted. to restore your service, please make payment to your account"

ok. my line has been barred. "-.-

(x pasal2 effect mama jugak. hahah!)

mama : kalau kakak punya kena bar, mama punya pun kena!! ni yg malas nak join kakak lg ni

hahahha (≧◡≦)

My salary hasn't come out yet. what am i supposed to do ni. haish~ (╥_╥)

what laaa..

(dah la malam ni ada date ngan my long-time-no-see NS friend. ish..)

p/s: terpaksa guna kaedah 'Please call me back' everytime nak dia call. tp, x gune kaedah tu pun dia dah selalu call (≧◡≦)

Sunday, December 19, 2010

:: Potong jambul ::


pegi majlis potong jambul my colleague.

He picked us up. owh, us = me, aja n aiman

ye, aiman nak ikut. [suka betul dia dgn si 'bair' dia tu "-.-]

so, daripada awal majlis, Aiman duduk lepak with him.

Dia plak pndai layan si Aiman. so, me n aja kat dalam rumah..

he, aiman, n apek [his cousin] duduk kat luar.

so, dia layan Aiman makan. bagi Aiman makan, main game n everything.

[he is someone that i can rely on la kn when it comes to this situation. ye te~ ;p]

11 something balik. Aiman pun dah nampak penat.

i suruh Aiman duduk dpan with me, n dia pun tertidur all the way back home.

sgt comel. dah lama dia x rapat macam ni dgn i.

we all notice that, ever since he came, aiman dah mula rapat dgn i balik.

am so glad. (>_<)

thank you Mr. (^^,)

p/s: everyday is a great day

Saturday, December 18, 2010

:: Special heart ::


A special song, a special lyric, a special melody,

to a special you,

from a special me..

p/s: Heart

Friday, December 17, 2010

:: ken not. full stop. ::


ok. either i have to buy an external HD just to store my Million thousands of pictures or...

to stay away from any devices that has to do with camera for at least a week.

ihhh.. 10 pictures a day, at least?? what laa..

that is definitely doesn't include any special occasions or events. ihhh.. haih~ what laaa~

p/s: what makes you different


Sunday, December 12, 2010

:: Double date ::

just got back.. arh~ so tired, got an aching foot. but so damn happy

My youngest sister, Zack [her friend. he was all the way from KL ok. came here purposely to meet my sister]

and of course two of US. U n Me.. (^^,)

we had some misunderstanding but we managed, well, he managed to take control of it. was so glad.

he sent us back home. then he dropped by n had a little chat with mak and tokngah.

the thing that i was so surprised, Aiman, who was inside the house, when he knew he was here, he quickly ran to him and hug him and he hold him. what laa~ haih~

knowing Aiman la kan.. my previous one pun dia mana suka. that is why i was quite surprise. [actually i tahu ni bukan baru harini, tp sebelum ni pun masa dia baru 1st time datang, Aiman dah mesra dgn dia. "-.- what laa]

but with him, haih~ [pening haku, tiba-tiba dia jadi sgt mesra siap dukung2, gurau2. speaking2 la hape. yg si sengal ku pulak rajin melayan "-.-]

ok. enough. fullstops.

before he left, he gave me a very huge [lebih huge daripada yg sedia ada] teddy! hihik.. (^^,)

thank you wahai encik.

p/s: makin sempit katil ku~ kiri kanan huge bears~ "-.-

Saturday, December 11, 2010

:: Glad to have ::


me : what time u goin to go back? it's almost 9.30.

him : am already on my way.

me : owh ok. drive safely dear. [owh.. he was going to go back to his mother's, myself said]

him : sorry. i gi singgah pee tadi. i dah nak sampai.

me : [ owh, 'sampai' means 'reached his home already]

♬ Uuu~ L- is for the way you look at me, O- is for the only one i see ♬

Joss Stone's version.

[i set this song as my ringtone whenever he call]

him : hello? am here already la dear.

me : ha?? here where??

him : in front of ur house la

me : hahhaa! u're here?? hahha! [quickly ran to the door]

he purposely came by to give me a box of Hershey's? (^_^)

how sweet~

suddenly....

mother : can you ask him to help me buy a packet of bread.

haiH~ what laa.. tgh dating dah terpaksa pergi kedai beli bread.

p/s: love is all around me

:: so.. so.. let me hold you ::

Him : why do you bla bla bla.. n bla bla bla [terpaksa dirahsiakan intipati ini]

Me : alaa.. i was trying to be nice. so that they won't talk behind our backs. bla bla n bla bla

Him : but you already knew that i was going to pick you up to have lunch together.. bla bla bla

Me : alaah! don't you get it? i-was-trying-to-be-nice!

terus lepaskan spoon atas plate, but then amik balik n ceduk bahagian nasi yg sedap yg tertinggal atas that spoon, then hempas balik atas plate tu.

Him : haha. comel gile ar. tak payah la u nak marah, mcm mana pun tetap comel gile. [sengih2 n senyum2 n gave me a flying kiss dgn harapan i cair la]

Me : No! [selak my fringe while my dahi kerut sekerut2nye n looked at him dgn sgt garang muka]

Him : hahah.. mana dahi cantum? mana2? x cukup cantum pun.

Me : [malas nak layan, teruskan makan]




:: hek'elaah~ ::


bosan lah kau ni. xde keje hape nak tiru aku.

kau dah sedap tiru, then ko claim tu kau punya la? konon kau tahu dulu la. bosan gile ah kau ni dey.

tapi aku berbangga la kan. at least kau pun sedar daripada siapa kau tiru la hape tu semua kan. asal kau ingat tu je pun dah ok la kan.

fullstops.

p/s: missing him so badly!

[hari2 jumpa pun macam ni. what laaa~ T_T] well hellow! harini i off ok. ye ye. dia ada dtg time lunch hour td, but still la kan. ihh..

what laaa~ (✿◠‿◠)

Friday, December 10, 2010

:: I smile, you smile, we smile (✿◠‿◠) ::


You make me smile like the sun.

You put a BIG smile on my face each day..


[i love sunflower]



:: selalu denganmu ::


to that special someone..

Finally i found you.. (^^,)


tahu kah kau diri ku
tak sanggup hidup bila ku jauh darimu ku ingin
di pelukanmu
tuhan tetapkan rasa cintaku ini
hanya untukmu
selalu setia, selama-lamanya

p/s: ❤


:: Transformers : Dark of the Moon!! ::



Transformers Dark of the Moon trailer
Uploaded by teasertrailer. - Watch feature films and entire TV shows.
am so gonna watch this trailer. will be out on Jan 7. so excited! so thrill! so whatever!!

p/s: gonna watch it with Bunny. fullstops.

:: i.. what?? ::


ok. yesterday was my turn to go to Machine.

n..

n... i made the Mac Pc jammed! T_T what did i do?? what have i done??

no~ i just experimented something. i din do anything else.

ok ili. calm down. lets just pretend that, it was already jammed even before i touched it.

fullstops.

ok then i played a game in the Ipad. called Virtual City. it was pretty damn nice. i want to download that game. [well.. with the help of my IT Guru. come one.. i want that game pleeeeaasssseee~~ wink~ (^__^)]

p/s: off day = uncontrollable appetite + kelambatan mandi. n so, buhbye.

:: WD externl HD is a must have item ::


i am so~ gonna buy an extrenal HD.

just to save hundred thousandssss of my precious PICTURESSSSSSS~ no other things. fullstops. haha

well.. the camera loves me. i couldn't resist.. (^^,)

that's the thing la kan.

now i need my chingu's help la. as usual. when it comes to IT thingy.

[sigh. mama demand to have a desktop comp. haih~. still, i need my chingu. err... help?]

eh chingu, i love you la for being so helpful since forever. (^^,)

p/s: i miss you so badly la. what to do? ihh

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

:: ok. fullstops. "-.- ::


ok. this is bath gloves from Body Shop. wear it. then scrub it all over your body to remove dead skin cells.

mother bought it first. then i thought i should buy it too. since i've already threw my old scrub.

ok. then i used it. [like a kid got a cotton candy. thats how exited i was when i first bought n used it]

wallaao eh~! my body felt like been scrubbed by a 'berus periuk'. T_T then i was talking to myself, 'kalau macam ni la gayanya, liang2 sel2 bulu roma di badan aku pun boleh terhapus cmni'. sigh. what laa.. T_T

but it works. yes, it does. it's a good product actually. it removes all the dirts on your body. be it your 'daki', your dead skin cells.. n so much more laa.

but, to get a 'daki-free' body, you have to bear all the pains la while using it.

ok ok. like this.. before you want to use it, set your mind that the pain is the daki. so, to get rid of the daki, you have to face the pain. ;p

beauty is pain what.. (>_<)

p/s: am i a shopaholic now? T_T

:: Hey.. =) ::


there's this girl. i dont know her in person.
she was my ex's gf, i think so..
knew nothing bout her. but one thing i do know. she's dated him few months back. i'm fine with it
just found out that she's being following me [my crunchy smoothie blog]. well, i feel really glad u do, girl.
but there's this not-so-happy news i heard, she's not dating him anymore. he's not dating her anymore.
because of some reasons which i don't know and wouldn't even want to know.
from what i see, she's kinda sweet. n nice.

and for u girl, you're a beautiful girl. honestly, you are. don't you bother about it anymore. just moving on with your life as what i am now. you'll be better off without him. and you'll meet a man that really is a man.
i am not going to be your so-called 'pesaing'.
because.. as what my 'namja chingu' said. let the past be the past.
if you stuck your mind and heart with the past, you wont go any further.

let him be what he chooses himself to be. sooner or later he'll realize something. i know him.

thanks for following n reading me. am happy n glad. =)

p/s: ok. tak lapar tapi mulut nak mengunyah. fullstops. ok buhbye.

:: let me~ ::


what laa.. this song keeps playing in my head since this early evening.

what laa.. why laa why...



nice song actually. no doubt.

lagu zaman muda-muda dulu.. (>_<)

p/s: psstt pssttt.. okeh.

Monday, December 06, 2010

:: haihh~ laaa ::


dah balik awal. makan. sempat tengok Twilight [entah ni yg ke berapa kali aku tengok pun tak tahu la] tapi sampai sekarang tak mandi2 lagi~

what laa.. pukul berapa baru nak mandi ni?

mata dah mula mengantuk ni.

muka dah rasa macam kena siram dgn minyak gamat

kaki malas nak gerak mana2. semua2 pun malas.

cuma jari jemari ku yang kuat, gagah dan besar ni je yang sgt aktif menaip2 benda alah ni

[Dee ooo Dee laahh~ dia sibuk2 pasal buah ciku kegemaran ku tatkala daku ingin mengarang pebenda alah ni semua~ haih~]

p/s: terpaksa gagahkan diri ke bilik air. ok mandi ili! boleh tido puas2 tomorrow is a pubic holiday!

Sunday, December 05, 2010

:: my chingu. my everything ::


ok. apart from my family. my best chingu is my everything.

steady boyfriend? naah~ tak de pun tak pe.

but my best chingu really is my everything.

he is the only one that i can call as my very best chingu. ever.

no one can replace him. fullstops.

he is the only one that i can share anything with.

we talk. we eat. we study. we argue. we cry. we fight. we yell. we gossip. everything is we. us.

[birthday pun selang sehari je. what more to say kan ;p]

p/s: ok. mesti pergi bercuti next year. bila sy kata bercuti, means really bercuti. outside malaysia. for sure. Beijing. Bali. Vietnam. Bandung. ok. enough ili. sigh.



Saturday, December 04, 2010

:: been forced ::

my sister forced me to listen to this song.

n i was just like, 'ha-ha. ha-ha. ha-ha'

╥_╥



p/s: broken arrow

Friday, December 03, 2010

:: ok. long time no update leh~ ::


ok. since Apple just launched its Ipad in Malaysia on 3oth Nov, Tues....

so.. x pasal2, masing2 kena rotate g Machine, City Square to promote our data plan for ipad. sigh. what laa.. T_T

and so, yesterday was my turn. fortunately, i managed to get few regs. pheww~

tengah lepak2, godeh2 Apple Stuff, tiba-tiba terpandang budak sekolah [very much confident they are, boleh agak la kan]

nampak dia orang x pe lagi, but suddenly i terfikir sendiri..

'what the heck is her purpose of wearing a tudung when she wears a very short sleeves blouse [toksah lebih, gerak kan tangan sikit je dah boleh nampak garis2 ketiak]

pastu, terfikir la. 'owh, maybe rambut dia tak cantik kot, dia tak pandai gaya kan rambut kot. tak pun bapak nye marah kalau tak pakai tudung.

ok fine. maybe pakai tudung cuma tradisi dia je kot. sigh. fullstops.

me : aiman dapat kelapa kat mane?

aiman : kat sunai laa

me : [masuk bilik. then keluar balik.] aiman beli apa tadi? ha aiman? ape?

aiman : [diam, malas layan. adjust2 kerusi yg Dee tgh baring, mcm kerusi beach tu sambil tanye Dee, 'nampak tak?']

me : ooo aiman beli durian tadi eh? [saje menyakat. cari alasan supaye dia sebut lagi 'kelapa'

aiman : butan ya! TA-PE.

me : [ok. puas hati.] owh, beli Ta-Pe. kat sunai eh?

aiman : tak ya. tat potok. [sambil betul2 kan kerusi ala-ala beach die tu]

me : ["-.- ok. die loyar buruk dgn aku. terus masuk bilik balik. continue update this]

p/s: tak nak die membesar. nanti hilang pelat. hilang chomel.



somehow, some days, we should all be thankful

as i was having my breakfast with Hh and Ae, my mind lingered on some things. few things. about what F has been through throughout her life,...