:: all happened in just one night ::

unplanned reunion..

met my long-time-no-see extended family.

met my long-time-no-see 'adik'..

met my long-time-no-see brothers~

i miss you guys so much~

i love you guys~

p/s: more pictures n details on my fb

When you begin to miss me..

dont forget..

you were the one who let me go..

:: (｡◕‿◕｡) ::

sometimes..

being away from each other can kill the relationship

sometimes..

being away from each other is the only best way n solution

pray for the best

(｡◕‿◕｡)

p/s: i'll always remember

:: you can count on me ::

like 1 2 3 i'll be there

n i know when i need it i can count on you

like 4 3 2

p/s: don't go far away from me

:: (◕‿-) ::

♫ i know you want me

you know i want cha ♫

don't let yourself make wrong decision.

because. if you do, later on, u'll regret it

if you wanna let go of something, think twice, or thrice or bla bla

think for your future.

do u think you can get better than what u already have?

do you think you can get better than what u already let go of?

(◑‿◐)

:: the moment i saw you cry ::

Love the movie, love the song ❤❤

p/s: sad love story (╯︵╰,)

i'll always remember~ (-'_'-)

:: nothing ::

i dont feel anything special.

at all.

since you-know-when

(-'_'-)

p/s: wishing for this feeling to be gone

:: More than meets the eye ::

there are so many things about me that you or anybody else do not know, yet. or perhaps, will never know

so..

better be prepared for any circumstances

:: ❤❤❤❤❤ ::

That's just the way it is

Things will never be the same

:: it is all around ::

bila sesuatu yang kita xde or belum ada, or belum dapat, kita try so hard to get it.

kita try so damn hard sampai benda become ours.

macam2 kita janji, macam2 kita cakap

hujan, panas, ribut petir banjir kilat semua pun sanggup hadap

kita jadi lupa whether we are able to fulfill everything yang kita dah janji tu or x

kita lupa kemampuan kita.

little example here...

before nak beli pet, say, a little bunny

this is what we promised

mother: no no, you wouldn't have time to take care of her

daughter : mom, i would do everything, from cleaning the cage to feeding her. i promise mom. please. i would mom. i would spend my time for her. i would do everything you want me to do. please let me take her. [begging over n over again till the mother agrees to it]

a month after, cage ke mana, pet ke mana, food pun entah ke mana. Ended up, the father yang ambil alih tu semua.

it's the same thing, for us, human.

bila kita dah confident benda tu dah jadi milik kita, kita lupa apa yang kita perlu bagi.

am not saying in terms of material. but it's more than that. attention, layanan n so much more.

that's human. we never appreciate what we already have.

but once we lost it, we start to regret for not giving n expressing what we feel n felt.

once we lost it, don't blame other things. don't blame others

but blame yourself. ask yourself.

did i give everything that i should give when i already have it?

did i play the role?

was it enough? was it ok?

keep asking yourself, till you got all the answers. n the answers is YOU

it's all from you. the starter. n the ending of everything

p/s: i would have.....

:: Angels cry ::

:: Missing time ::

Missed every single thing i left in Putrajaya/Cyberjaya

Missed the satay in Kampung Warisan

Missed 'Jambatan Ular'

Missed the night we used to hang out till we felt so malas to go to work the next day

Missed Nadi Putra

Missed U429

Missed all the Precints

Missed the late night out

Missed the ERL

Missed the waffle my super chingu, Bob n i used to have till we were so damn bloated n were about to puke

Missed the shopping

Missed the chocolates n rose for my first day in P2i

p/s: miss every single thing i used to do, have n be

:: Story story ::

Story 1

Minah : You put such a high expectation towards him. that is why you become like this

Story 2

Senah : I know how you feel. i were in your shoes too. i know exactly how you feel

Story 3

Bedah : ........ you're not someone's wife yet. ...............

Story 4

Leha : ............. otay? ..........

:: ❤ this song since forever ::

:: ha-ha ::

there's no way......

u ruined everything? yes.

once she said it's done, it is done.

ha-ha

sorry.

wasn't my fault. ask yourself.

blessing?

count it out.

over.

:: (-'_'-) ::

:: (-'_'-) ::

i've got an interview appointment

UEM Land Berhad

here in Nusajaya..

am so excited about it. but i wish i could share it with someone.

i've shared my happiness with my mother. but i need that 'someone' apart from my mother. n ya, she was so happy to hear it. n she still is.

i've tried to 'main2, gurau2' with that someone. but i dnt know, he sounded so serious n he din get anything. the best part was, he said this to me 'cepat lah, apa dia? mula2 u 'ape2' ngan i, n now u cakap x de pape, ape ni? nape semua nak buat i macam ni' [with his voice tone yg memang lain dpd cara he treated me before, yes, i would say 'keras' n sounded serious] n for sure, it ruined my mood. my excitement to share with him

i am so 'GLAD'. well 'thank you'. =']

________________________________

this is just the beginning.

a beginning for everything.

i am absolutely a strong and an independent young woman.

i don't need 'anything' to make it happen.

i just wanna be free. =')

p/s: listening to Neyo - Together

:: Facts ::

Girl vs Guy

[✓] When a girl is quiet, million of things are running through her mind

[✓] When a guy is not arguing. He realizes he's wrong

:: Counting on the day ::

sesungguhnya terlalu banyak aktiviti yang ingin dilakukan bersama nanti

apakah?? tetapi masa amat terhad. apakah??

i've planned for so many things. ish.

but it's ok. there's always another time.

ya ya, after been 'seduced' [waahh.. macam jahat sangat je bunyik die] by my friends n him, i'll go to the immigration to make a Passport once i got my salary [walaupun mereka2 mengatakan bahawa mereka2 ada org dalam yg boleh settle kan terus] hish~

pre-honeymoon again ya? ;p

p/s: everything is so perfect!

:: (-'_'-) ::

why la i feel this way? why..? why laa??

something has torn my heart.

something has broke my heart into pieces

i dont know what, when, n why

today, i'm over sensitive

over emotional.

screwed. confused.

would you be by myside, to make me feel good n better?

could you?

could you heal it?

do u know what u should do?

do u know ur responsibilities?

am i the only one who should be blamed of?

am i the only one who felt this way?

now n forever, you know that it's true.

i know that they know

i know that they feel the same way too

i know that everything comes with a reason

i know someday, things will be back to what i expect it to be

never give up

n gotta keep my head up.

p/s: silent mode is better. bear in mind, things will be ok.

i wont let it go, from the bottom of my heart, i wont.

i'll stand by you (｡◕‿◕｡)

:: Facts ::

Girl vs Guy

[✓] When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later

[✓] When a guy is quiet, he's listening to u

:: Dont Forget about us ::

I'm in Mariah Carey's mood

p/s: ^^

:: We belong together ::

heard this song on Fly

on my way back home with my sweet pie Bulu-bulu

nice song~

ops! i smells Hugo Boss~

p/s: We belong together

:: Crazy for you ::

p/s: this is my caller ringtone ya'll. \m/(>.<)\m/

:: wink wink! (◕‿-) ::

Can't wait to see you tomorrow.

haha! baru 1 hari la dey x jumpe, lu dah macam ni. [talking to myself]

psst.. psst..

naah, u should appreciate me tau. once i'm in love with that person, there's no other freaking thing could stop me. haaa

so u better take care of that ok hunchypie~

bear in mind, there's no other girl could miss u, like u n love you like i do.

there's no other girl could treat you like the way i do.

nobody else gonna love you better like i do

nobody else gonna take you higher than i do

nobody else gonna make you feel this way

do appreciate me, the relationship

once u screwed up,, that's it!

p/s: i can be your very super charming cute sweet hot beautiful best girlfriend (●*∩_∩*●)

OR

i can be your super freaking damn hell worst enemy (◣_◢)

the decision is in your hand~

wuu wuu~

(✿◠‿◠)

I love you baby~

:: Facts ::

Girl vs Guy

[✓] When a girl bumps into your arm while walking, she wants you to hold her hand

[✓] When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you

:: Shopping ::

went to City Square

after work

with elin.

she wasn't feel good today, so i decided to company her to 'heal' her heart

she bought a couple of things n i could see that she was so happy n i was so glad to see that

at least i have done my best as her chingu.

(✿◠‿◠)

:: Freaking excited ::

counting on the days..

Trip trip trip~

Loves loves lots of loves

wallaw~ excited, so freaking excited

Party all night, party all day

Baby n i love this song so much

p/s: We danced freaking hell to this song

Lets rock on baby~

:: My Love ❤ Your Love ::

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybodies breaking up
And Throwing their love away
but i know i got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better
I must stickwitu
Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stickwitu
You know how to appreciate me
I must stickwitu
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stickwitu

(Avant)
Through everything goin' on
We're right here holdin' on to one another
The reason why I love you
Your charmin personality I love your sensitivity
(Wait, let me take a second cause
I feel your love and essence)On me...
Wanna hear your voice speak
Gotta feel your body heat
Love every minute of it...
You're a breath of fresh air
When it feels like no one cares...
That's why I say it baby

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
(Avant)
Baby talk to me...
Cause all I'm here to say is that
I'll be right here for forever and a day HEY

(Avant)
Your a shelter in the storm
(Pussycat) I'm right here
(Avant) Keepin me away from harm
(Pussycat) I'm neva gonna leave you
(Avant)You're a song with beautiful words
(Pussycat) A love song
(Avant)Somethin that I never heard(ya aha yeahhh)

Yeah You know how to appreciate me
I must stickwitu
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stickwitu

p/s: everyday i love you ❤ everyday i miss you

:: I miss You ::

am gonna miss you for these few days~ huwaa huwaaa~ (╯︵╰,)

i hope you know how much am gonna miss you~ (╥_╥)

p/s: can't wait for our trip la sweety. i will be right here waiting

so much in (✿ ♥‿♥) with you, my one n only Bulu-Bulu

:: Mohamad Nazrudin Bin Rosli ::

thanks for making me happy

thanks for making me smile

thanks for making me laugh

thanks for making me mad

thanks for making me angry

thanks for making me cry

Thanks for giving me the attention that i needed most

Te Amo

:: Futsal time ::

too tired to update yesterday

went out for futsal at 9.

went back home at 12.

had some issues with my Bulu-bulu after the game.

but thank god, everything is fine now.

i'm more matured now than before [i guess la~ confident ma~! confident!]

i think i'm improved now la. Futsal leh~ hahah!

haih dear bulu-bulu, when eh u wanna train me. ish!

u ah Mr bulu-bulu, so pandai taught me something else, but for this sport thingy, heyh~ why u neBer trained me. why la dear, why la~ T_T

eh, u think u pRay futsal so good meh? sigh! i 'goda2' u, sure u kalah ley. (≧◡≦)

p/s: i Labiyou lah (≧◡≦)

:: u're my parachute ::

:: Where are you~ where are you~ ::

Prince Prince,

Where are you..

Your princess is looking for you~

Prince Prince,

Come here please..

I'll be with you even if it's only in my dreams...

:: Party all night n day ::

♬ I gotta feeling ♬ that tonight's gonna be a good night ♬

what a great evening

what a great night we had.

after makan2 at Naza hotel, went for Eclipse

it was so awesome man.

Eclipse finished at 7.30.

singgah Pc Fair to buy KIS (3 users maa - for Me, Ma, n PBS)

then, straight away went to UE Karaoke

Party all night, babe.

it was so great.

Dancing, jumping, singing our lungs out.

p/s: great moments captured and uploaded in my fb

:: Busy~ busy~ ::

Last wednesday, went for Bowling Tournament with Dangarian.

was so excited.

tomorrow, early evening, hi tea + makan2 (buffet) at Naza Talyaa Hotel.

then, Eclipse time~

Evening, karaoke time!

wallaaw~

so busy ley.

whats next? whats next?

p/s: missing you so darn very much!

:: For you ::

i know one of your hobbies is collecting my photos

i know you miss me.

i know you can't keep your mind off of me

and for that, i give this for you.

for you to keep it safe

for you to always remember me

for you to always miss me.

wink!

Extraño esos ojos

:: I wish that I was looking into your eyes ::

:: i miss you i miss you i miss you ::

i miss you.

i don't know

i just miss you so freaking much.

walaupun dah lama gila tak jumpa,

lama tak contact

u're still in my heart n my mind la macha

p/s: bolehkah kita bersua dan bermesra sepeeti dahulu kala? ;p

:: Party all night + working all day ::

after went back home from work, wash up, siap2

went out again for Ain's bf birthday celebration

8.30pm from home, arrived at 9.

Senibong Seafood.

quite far from home.

went back home 11 something.

my my.. tired but so freaking enjoy~

all of us, 10 people.

my super freaking cute tummy was so happy~ wuu wuuu~

p/s: more photos in my FB

:: Lolli Lolli oh Lollipop ::

4th of January.

today.

she's mine!

wuuuuu huuu~!

Sarang Hae yo~!

:: She's here~ she's here~!! ::

PBS!!!

she's in my hand~!!

am holding her now!

she's already mine!

officially mine!

wuuu wuuu!!

(✿◠‿◠)

:: (-'_'-) ::

u wont be able to contact me anymore

i've deleted you.

i've removed you.

i've blocked you.

from everywhere.

may you have a better life.

peace.

(-'_'-)

:: Opss~ ::

:: dah ludah jilat balik?? opss~ ::

:: Lolli Lolli Lollipop ::

:: Busy~ busy~ ::

my schedule for next week is so freaking tight.

going to attend to my friend's bf birthday party

will be karaoke-ing with my colleague n my boss as well! hahah

dinner with them on another day.

party party with them! party all night!

wuuu wuuu~

:: ATTENTION TO PBS ::

i did text you my new number the other day right?

i am no longer using that celcom number.

dey, don't MIA la macha.

i will follow you~ follow you wherever you may go~ ;p

eh, i think am going to adopt (sounds macam sin n rude to suggies to say 'buy'. instead, i'm using 'adopt' ;p) suggies ley.

but my mother keep on asking me about Holland-Bunny-Lop. remember i used to adopt it few years back? n now she wants it back. sigh!

one more thing, i think that Lollipop will be mine in a very few days. wuu wuu~

(idk when n where the heck am gonna get the money from. LOL!)

:: Late evening with colleagues ::

**Minah : Honey2 [sambil memanggil2 Honey yang ketika itu sedang beristirehat dan menggedik2 sambil menunggu waktu kerja tamat]

(Honey pun lantas pergi ke tempat Minah lepak sambil berkata kepada honey...)

Minah : *tuuuut* jugak si betina ni eyk?

**Honey : sape? (sambil menjengah ke laptop si Minah) ha tahu takpe, betina tu memang *tuuuut* gile.

(minah pun menyelongkar 'buku wajah' si betina dan jenguk si jantan punya buku wajah.

memang macam *tuuut* la kan. jantan betina sama je. at that moment, Honey rasa sakit jugak. tapi Honey sangat bertuah kerana 'si bulu2' berada di sisinya, sambil tersenyum manis dan mendengar sesi mengumpat, memaki hamun serta sumpah seranah yang Minah dan Honey lemparkan terhadap dua makhluk yang boleh dikatakan sangat *tuuuut* tersebut.

Honey : (ditujukan kepada jantan tersebut) pandai la kau nak mintak macam2 merayu macam2, tapi belakang aku buat cm *tuuuut* (sangat teruk bahasa Honey pada masa itu dan tanpa henti2 berkata2)

Minah : ala, Honey. betina macam ni buang masa je Honey nak jealous ke pe. tengok muke pn dah dpt agk mcm *tuuuuut*. kalau si jantan nye pun mcm ni kan.... (ade lagi percakapan Minah tetapi terpaksa dirahsiakan demi menjaga maruah si jantan yang macam xde gune tu je) lagipun Honey kan ade si bulu2 Honey sekarang ni.

**Si bulu2 : (memandang Honey dengan lirikan yang sangat sweet sambil tersenyum2 manis.

Honey : (membalas lirikannya dan membuat isyarat 'peace' sambil mengenyit sebelah mata nya seperti yang selalu dibuat oleh Honey)

Minah : alah.. kalau nak ajar die senang jek. buat je macam *sok sek sok sek suu~ shuwaa shuwaa sheeyaa~*

Honey : memang pun. u bulu, kalau x nak kne jampi serapah sumpah seranah, u faham kan nak buat ape?

Si Bulu2 : (hanya memandang Honey dengan lirikan yang membuat Honey sungguh cair dan dengan senyumannya sambil menggeleng2kan kepala nya menandakan beliau tidak akan buat macam tu.)

**bukan nama sebenar. terpaksa dirahsiakan atas sebab keselamatan

*terpaksa dirahsiakan kerana terlalu kasar/atas sebab-sebab tertentu