:: They just don't care ::

sila jangan marah...

kalau,

- saya suka cakap-cakap

- saya banyak cakap benda yang tak penting

- saya x tahu nak berhenti bercakap

- saya suka membebel

- saya kuat merungut

- saya sensitif dengan tiba-tiba

- saya boleh gelak-gelak selepas beberapa minit saya menangis gila-gila

- saya pusing satu shopping centre tapi tak de 1 pun barang yg saya cari tu yang saya berkenan

- saya boleh makan kuih-kuih atau roti-roti x sampai setengah jam lepas saya makan Mc Chicken Supreme medium set dan Ice cream McFlurry

- saya merungut pasal kegemukan perut saya tetapi masih x boleh control makan

saya marah sebab saya rasa sedih sekarang.

p/s: sampai bila?

:: I am ::

p/s: (｡◕‿◕｡)

:: susahnya.. ::

nak buat macam mana lagi~???

kan dah lama. kenapa susah sgt??

sekejap je boleh. sekejap x boleh.

amik masa yg panjang lagi ke?

[hari ni hari sentimental nur ili. semua serba tak kena. semua sensitif. segala macam peruk benda teringat balik. (-'_'-) ]

i always try to keep myself as busy as possible. but it is still appear in my head. (-'_'-)

p/s: sentimental mode. keep on playingg the same song dari tadi. (-'_'-)

:: continued : who is the greatest sengal ever~ ::

there were so many customers. So very 'polite' [duh!] customers laa..

they walked in our centre. start bising2 n claimed that Maxis this Maxis that. Maxis makan duit customer. Maxis bla bla. nak tahu the real story camne?

ok..

Awak pakai fon ala2 canggih. boleh buat macam2 dgn phone tu. Internet. Facebook. Online. Push Mail.

hello kawan2, tahu tak Push Email tu apa? [setelah google it, here's the definition of Push Emails]

Push Email - is used to describe e-mail systems that provide an always-on capability, in which new e-mail is actively transferred (pushed) as it arrives by the mail delivery agent (MDA) (commonly called mail server) to the mail user agent (MUA), also called the e-mail client. E-mail clients include smartphones and, less strictly.

ok. to make it easier for you guys to understand..

Push Email is email that is deliverd directly to the phone, automatically, as they arrive in their inbox.

versi bahasa malaysia.. Push Email - email yang biasanya ada kat yahoo or hotmail, tapi diterima terus ke telefon masing2. so awak2 semua boleh terus tahu la email2 yang sampai.

Kau pakai fon x de lagi Smartphone la. blackberry la hape sume. Fine la, kau nak guna tu semua. then kau pun subcribe la macam2, buat setting itu ini kat phone tu. without sedar apa akan jadi bila dah buat setting kat blackberry tu. [eventhough i x pakai that so-called Blackberry, but at least i know what is this, what is that bla bla]

benda ni selalu jadi bila our so-called customers buat setting Push Mails. [that's the main feature of Blackberry la kan. yg buat BBerry tu famous sgt. so that any emails you guys receive kat yahoo ke hotmail ke, korang terus dapat notification]

so, bila dah buat tu, once they received emails, [selalunya fb la yg asek bagi email kan kalau de orang comment ke hape] the data [tahu x data tu hape? find out sendiri la macha!] akan berjalan. n your bills, your credit pun automatically berjalan la. sengal~ :)

lain kali, kalau x bersedia nak kena macam ni, better pakai Nokia 3210 je ye sayang~? n now you start to mencarut here mencarut there n blame us for everything. haih~ orang2 macam awak la yg buat kena ketawa guling2 je dgn kita orang.

so, kalau x nak kena ketawa guling2 oleh kami mahupun kena bahan gila2 dgn kami, sile la fikir keburukan perangai diri sendiri ye. jangan suka2 nak blame orang lain atas kesengalan diri sendiri. :)

p/s: makcik2 pakcik2 ni tahu nak benda canggih je, latest trend la ape, tapi bila jdi benda macam ni nak kata kitorang la yg makan duit awak2 semua?? patutla makin buncit perut kami ek. :)

I love you lah..

:: jom tengok sape sengal?? ::

it's about Maxis users/customers.

xpe. continue later.

ok buhbye.

p/s: had a great holiday with you-know-who.

:: Huaarrggggghhh! yawn~

i just woke up at 11. [he woke me up because i told him i need to get up early because i need to study a lil bit for my driving test tomorrow as i haven't study at all, yet! on top of that, i also need to prepare for everything n i need to do some shopping for our trip tomorrow afternoon, right after the test]

then i went to the kitchen, mama was sitting there while mak is cooking..

had a little chit chat with them. n out of a sudden, 'bulat. dah gemuk', mama said.

n i was totally blurred. then i looked at myself in the mirror. hahah. she's right. my face is so round~ T_T

with the haircut, mak said, makes me look so obviously round. RO~OUND~ haih.

what laa..

p/s: Nur Ili, sile mandi sekarang jugak!

ok buhbye.

:: napsu~ napsu~ ::

ok. napsu untuk membeli belah secara online sudah mari~ [dan bersiap untuk kena hambat dgn mama sebab baju yang ada x menyempat2 nak pakai]

tiba-tiba teringat dgn orang2 [mostly nampak kejadian ni berlaku terhadap budak2 sekolah la kot. spt yg dikutuk oleh kami adik beradik. whahahah!] yang macam pakai semua baju2 accessories yang ada dlm wardrobe dia orang. maklum la.. most of the time dia orang pakai school uniform, tu yang bila sekali keluar, rasa macam nak pakai semua.

tiba2 terasa macam nak buat macam dia orang. ye la, most of my times kena jadi org 'Hijau' kan. ;p

yela2, x kutuk orang lagi dah. ;p

p/s: bengang ngan orang yg suka memalukan orang lain kat public. stupid gila. what goes around comes around laa

:: shoes heels slippers sandals ::

ok. actually i hate those shoes/footwear that fully cover the whole feet. ihh!

u see.. all my high heels/footwear [i have lots n lots of high heels that i've only wore it not more than twice, well, each of them. puas mama mengamuk sebab membazir everytime beli. now i think my kaki pun dah membesar. sigh. ;p but i just love it!] got lubang2 one. not really lubang la. but the one yg x cover whole feet.

bukan apa, nanti kaki rimas n lemas la..

p/s: dah lama aim 1 super damn gorgeous high heels kat Vincci. i am so gonna buy it! fullstops. ok buhbye.

:: How how how ::

how can i forget....

how can i forget all the memories..

how can i forget everything..

it's been so many months..

still..

it's been months now..

Ain't seen or heard from you..

p/s: malas nak mandi!

:: it is not the right way ::

based on my surveys.. my so-called researches.. this is the point..

it is just a normal human being, for getting mad at people. pissed off n everything. i understand.. setiap orang mesti ada cara nak luahkan kemarahan, kebengangan la ape semua no matter where, be it facebook, blog, and twitter.

but, you see.. isn't it improper n rude to get mad at people and curse them in public?

here's the scenario.. you're a man, you are so much pissed off with this 1 girl, n you cursed her, you say those bad words to her in public. say, facebook. Eventhough she has done something really bad la ape kan. but, as for educated people, from our perspective, we don't see that the girl is pathetic for making you feel so terrible or everything, you know, but you are. you are pathetic. you make us, women noticed n realized that, you are absolutely not a good role model. not a good man. not an educated man. conclusion is, an IMMATURE man.

makes us think that, 'eh, mamat ni maki2 perempuan, mcm mane la kalau aku jadi gf die, n aku ade terbuat salah sikit, habis la aku kena jugak nanti.' [u guys nak cakap ni kan, 'siapa suruh buat hal']

well lovelies, every person boleh buat kesilapan. that is how kite belajar n jadi lebih mature. kalau asyik perfect all the time, there must be something wrong with you guys la kan.

that is just not the way of expressing your anger. it is totally wrong.

AND. SAME GOES WITH WOMEN. i am not on any gender's side. it is just so true.

the conclusion is, memaki hamun, menyumpah seranah orang dengan menggunakan nama2 dan jenis2 binatang atau haiwan atas kesilapan mereka bukan membuatkan mereka rasa terrible and akan menjatuhkan maruah mereka, tapi membuatkan diri si pemaki lagi dipandang rendah n hina. most important, maruah si pemaki nampak lagi rendah daripada yang sepatutnya daripada perbuatan buruk si mangsa itu sendiri.

so... harapan saya.. make yourself a better person. do make a change for your own self. for your better life n future. Past is past. n never regret of anything. it is okay to feel regret, but let us make the regretness change our life to a brighter n better life. lets just forgive n forget the past. otay? (>_<)

boleh marah, tapi no swear words, no cursing, no bad words. otay? (>_<)

p/s: perut sebu angin x kuar2. makan x hengat benti. sigh.what laa T_T

:: puppy love. what?? ::

puppy love or cinta monyet la org kata.

puppy love - love yg masa zaman remaja kala la ni.of course yang x serious punye love. normal love, simple love.

tapi sekarang ni, kelakar la tengok budak2 zaman sekarang. baru in secondary school, dia punya beriye bercinta, macam dia orang ni tak kan pergi mana2, tak kan pergi college, tak kan pergi kerja yang dia orang akan jumpa lagi ramai lelaki or perempuan yang way better.

adik-adik, awak sekolah pun belum habis tahu? jangan la beriye sangat. boleh?

ada yang sampai meraung2 sebab kekasih 2 bulan nya ingin memutuskan perhubungan. sigh.

belum tentu tau budak lelaki tu [i wouldnt say 'Man' because dia orang belum layak untuk dipanggil 'Man'. still budak2 ma] akan jadi suami awak ye adik-adik.

tak payah la nak bagi sepenuh jiwa raga harta benda adik-adik kat pasangan awak tu.

awak pun macam la tak kan terpikat dgn lelaki/perempuan lain kan? darah muda.

ada yang siap panggil pasangan masing2 dengan panggilan 'mama', 'papa'. [ketika bercinta di umur belasan tahun atau lebih tepat, sebelum berakhirnya SPM] sigh "-.-

ada pulak tu yang bercinta bagai nak rak, sampai bila gaduh, [bergaduh pun nak beriye, its like a matter of death je] x pergi sekolah, x masuk class. what laa.. kalau ye pun kemaruk sangat nak berkasih2 ni, personal, personal la kan. future, school, lain kan la. jangan la nak campur adukkan tu semua.

as for me, Alhamdulillah, didikan my mother tu betul. [thanks mother!] walaupun i x sedar la didikan yg macam mana dia buat sampai i x pandai nak campur adukkan urusan belajar, bercinta, kerja n bla bla.

masa i zaman college, memang la ada berkasih sayang ni, tapi bila gaduh or apa2, x de lah sampai x nak masuk class, ponteng class la ape. sebab i masuk college pun bukan sebab siapa2, tapi sebab i sendiri yang nak belajar. n bukan jugak untuk style semata2 [owh, sy bdk college, sy masih study, bergaya tak status student college. bla bla bla. sigh. "-.-] so, buat apa i nak ruin kan my future because of that super tiny little things? useless la

my college life, i enjoy, enjoy jugak. hari2 lepas class or time takde class, pergi jalan2 pusing2 ngan my best friend or my bf. pergi sane, pergi situ, pergi pameran itu, pameran ini. tengok movie almost everyday/everyweek. tapi bila bab homework, assignments, tak pernah tak submit. bile time kerja, beriye nak carik information kat sane sini, sanggup travel almost 2 hours naik public transport pergi D'sara semate2 nak pergi Affin Bank kat The Curve untuk interview staff kat sane.

dalam prinsip hidup i, tak de istilah kena rapat dengan lecturers or menyendeng2 lecturer hari2 pergi office dia orang untuk dapat good grades. sigh. Alhamdulillah, berkat susah payah, beriye studies dapat jugak i good grades. n i am very professional when it comes to work/assignments. eventhough masa zaman college tu, i selalu 1 group with my bf, presentation n everything, tapi bila time kerja, i always nak perform the best, nak give the very best.

huh.. penat bercakap [type] panjang2. so, basically.. thats what i feel, thats what i want to share with everyone.

so, good luck everyone. (>_<)

p/s: cuti = makan = perut besar

:: My heart is filled with you ::

p/s: you got me (>_<)

:: (>_<) ::

ok.

and so..

happier.

wonderful feelings.

[walaupun pocket sangat kering kontang, owh sygku gaji.. bilakah kamu hendak menjelma kembali T_T]

p/s: 'Selena Gomez - A year without rain' mode ❤❤❤❤❤

:: My super gorgeous idol ::

i am so~ gonna have that drop dead gorgeous body.

ok. the legs. [so far, x banyak nak ubah. i just need to work it out a little bit more]

the tummy [need to work it out to the maximum!]

the bums [ a little bit more. bagi lagi kental. (>_<) ]

she's my idol. in everywhere.

p/s: i'm still into man ok. fullstops.

:: Birthday ::

i wanna wish a very happy blasting birthday to 2 person i know..

1) My tokngah!
yay tokngah! happy birthday![ye,die xde n xtahu fb mahupun blog ape lagi selok belok internet la ape. tapi saje nak wish kat sini. so that other people tahu today is my tokngah's birthday. i love her! mmuaah kat pipi lembik tokngah! (>_<)

2) someone's mother
err.. entah betul ke tak hari ni birthday ibu awak. tapi saya macam rasa hari ni birthday ibu. today's date dah macam melekat kat kepala la. ;p
so, ibu.. happy birthday, rindu nak skype dgn ibu [sambil ibu melipat kain]

so, to both ladies. Wish you a very happy birthday. may god bless u. semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan lagi rezeki.
i love both of you. mmuaaaaahhh!!

:: another stories of me ::

ok.

last saturday, i went through several blogs.

tak terfikir langsung nak really beli those items. just browsed, browsed n browsed.

but then, my finger sangat lembut dan sopan click the 'Put-in-the-cart' button kat website tu.

click. click. click.

ok. beli over rm100, free postage. great bargain ni. [hati besar ku berkata-kata]

and so.. transfered the money to their account. done. within 2 to 3 days shall receive.

then, i went through to 1 of the facebook profile that sells those clothes and everything [u know, some of the profiles are, Mimi Lala, Vogue Dress, n more la.]

i forgot which facebook profile i went and bought those items from. all i remembered was, asking that girl if she has this size that color bla bla. then my money selamat been transferred to their account. hah.

few days after, on wednesday [agaknye la kan], 1 big parcel arrived. [at maxis]. i was so excited la dey. haha. great feelings la macha.

about half and hour later, another parcel arrived.

Kak Aza : Ili! [jerit daripada jauh, because i was at the Broadband counter] ni ha baju awak lagi ni.

malu haku. haha! nampak sangat baru 1st time shopping online then bila dah sekali shop, selambak datang. haku malu! babiwa~! (>_<)

and so.. haku sangat puas! puas! HOHOHOHO! (^_^) quite cute n nice la tops n pants i bought. korean style ma. since when plak i tak suka kan. hohoho (>_<) oh, especially the cheongsam. really suits my body la dey. sexy2. haha. [saya sangat malu sebab perasan. well, i just admire myself. fullstops.]

p/s: haih~ what laa..

:: and so.. mood macam nak cakap banyak ::

my bad attitudes..

there was this so-in-bad-mood-day when i was such in a freaking damn bad mood. [lupa la pulak pasal apa, sbb that was a month ago if am not mistaken]

after work, i went to City Square [zub dropped me there] while waited for my sister [habis kerja la] kat Jco, n i was damn bored, alone.

my mind was so~ blank. tak tahu nak buat apa. then i just walked around the complex. n ya, my foot brought me to Watson's [the only place that can ease my mind. haha. freak! ;p]

and so, i took the basket, took this, took that, put this, put that in the basket.

tadaaah! i spent rm100 over for i-dont-know-what-i-bought.

haih.. but, ya, i felt so darn happy eventhough i din quite remember what i put in the basket. ;p

when i reached home.. ok. here goes the things i bought. [tried to remember what i bought]

1) Facial mask [i am so addicted and gila to facial mask. i still have few of them. tak de mase yang tenang la nak pamper my face with those mask]

2) eyeliner [kan dah ada, kenapa beli lagi??sigh T_T]

3) mascara [buy 1 free 1. tu yang eager gila, main amik without fikir that i still have 1 yang belum habis lagi]

4) Miss Eylure fake eyelashes [my other interest]

sigh. tak kan ini je kot sampai over rm100. nampak sangat main grabbed je, sebab tu yang lain pun lupa. and so.. ada la benda lain which i pun dah lupa apa.

i was thinking of applying a credit card. but then, bila teringat kejadian ni semua, tak pe la Miss princess, eheh~ bantutkan saje niat mu untuk men'apply credit card.

:: sigh. she really is my idol ::

and so.. am freaking love her. she's like my forever idol. woot woot!

i wanna be like her. even if she has nobody [husband], but she managed to stand up on her own feet. she's such an independent woman.

i am so gonna be like her~ hahah

p/s: psst psst.. smooch smooch! wink wink! [pernah buat kat 1 little girl, but then her big brother [my cust] pandang n sengih. n i was like, oh my freaking gosh! malu haku! sebab beriye buat ngan muke2 skali. sigh. what laa

:: Adorable little boy ::

aiman : dania! acam mane nak tu-ish asoman. dania~! [gaya tone yg mcm hampir2 nak meradang, meraung n menangis sebab x dilayan oleh kakak nye]

* asoman - ultraman*

aja : [sebut 1-1 huruf, while that little boy cari n type sendiri]

aiman : ayaa~ yambat shangat la ye yoti

me : [x layan, facebook-ing, karaoke-ing]

aiman : tatak eeyee~! [dgn tone yang sgt bengang] yambat shangat yaa ye yoti

me : [dgr, tapi macam x dengar. still x layan]

aiman : tatak eyee!! yambat yaa

me: ape die aiman? [bengang sikit sebab dikacau while tgh online, tiba2 macam faham apa yg aiman cakap] lambat loading? ala.. biasa la tu. tunggu kejap la

aja : hahah. aja ingatkan dia cakap roti.

p/s: psst.. psst.. smooch! smooch! wink~ wink~ (>_<)

:: sigh! what laa ::

begin to like someone.

tapi.. just found out myself that, that someone is someone's. T_T

sigh. what laa..

p/s: PBS ni lambat pulak nak online. nak share stories ni. a lot of stories

:: this, reminds me of you ::

p/s: and those videos i made.

:: Short trip holiday ::

a few days before..

my colleague planned to go for a short trip holiday on this Deepavali..

after work on Thursday at about 10 something, Zub sent me home, to pack things. because i hadn't packed anything.

12 something, Zub picked me up. n straighted away went to Kak azie's place.

bla bla bla, 1 something baru la bertolak. haih~ [penat lah nak cerita secara detail! ok enough! no panjang2]

ok. [lupa nak bagitahu our trip] A Famosa Water World.

and so.. we had so much fun. bla bla.

the conclusion is.. i look so tan~ hahahha! ok buhbye.

p/s: went for a roadshow today. even though today is my off day. but naah~ i just love my job. ok buhbye.

:: For a while ::

it has been quite a while since i've updated my blog.

ok. what has happened to me these past few days.

not really happened la. but more to, what were my activities for these past few days.

that is more appropriate la.

ok. on last sunday, i went to my driving license class. at the very beginning i was so excited. but then, when the clocks struck 11, i already felt so darn sleepy. i couldn't help it, guys. hahha.. a lot more hours to go. but, i just had to control n tahan myself la. i text-ed people. hahah. so that i wouldnt feel that sleepy.

eh, forgot to tell, i went to Clark Hatch on Saturday with abg syarul right after my working hours. hahah. he guided me la. he was like my coach, sigh. what la coach. prrrrfffttt~

and so.. after that, we went to Sandwich Bar la while waited for my parents to pick me up. wallao eh~ the sandwich.. reminds me of Subway~ T_T

starting from today, i will be transfered to Broadband team. ok. so, there will be more roadshows coming up..

another thing, i miss that someone.. fullstops. ok buhbye.

p/s: tengah makan Skippy, sahaja. without spread it on breads or biscuits. fullstops. ok buhbye.