Wednesday, September 14, 2011

| To whom it may concern|


Saya lebih selesa berkomunikasi dgn kamu di sini. kamu text saya on my phone, saya reply di sini. :)

No. bukan saya tak boleh berkawan dgn kamu. memang betul, i'm already over you. saya dah pun rasa empty [referred to my feelings towards you] but then, am not ready to act normal as if nothing had happened between us. No. i'm truly sorry.

Ok. to be frank, my previousssss relationship [a year back], eventhough i was the one who screwed it up, but still saya pulak yang tak boleh nak tegur dia, kawan mcm biasa or bla bla sebab over frustrated pulak.. it took me about a year plus [which is after we're done] to have the will to have a normal chat with him, just a simple 'Hi' note.

you get what i mean? hopefully you do.

i'm already over you. but to have a normal chat with you after what i've been through, what WE have been through, i'm afraid to say that it is impossible. MAYBE, it will take about a couple of years baru la everything back to normal, to have a normal chat with you. :)

p/s: i still think that we WERE perfect.

Love,
Ili


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